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16

~Emma~

I'm lying on my bed watching prison break when my phone vibrates I reach over the night table and see a message from Hunter. I unlock my phone and read the message over and over again. He's right. We had fun but it eventually had to stop because he has a girlfriend and she is my best friend at the end of the day. 

Emma: You're right. I hope we can still be friends.

I hit the send button. I feel ashamed of what we did but on the other hand, I feel vulnerable and rejected. The fact that I lost my virginity to him and the sad part is that I lost it drunk as hell.I actually lost my virginity to my dad but that for me does not count. I enjoyed it with Hunter but I always pictured of losing it with the person I loved. He doesn't know that he was my first and I hope to keep it that way.   

Tomorrow I have a science test, so Fiona my lab partner is coming at six to mine so we can study together. I continue watching my series lying on my bed until the doorbell rings so that means time to study. I open the door and we head up back to my room. We sit on the floor in front of my bed and open all our textbooks and notes. We finish at nine o'clock. She leaves and I decide to go straight to bed without having tea.  

"Darling, dinner's ready." says my mum coming into my bedroom. She walks over and sits on my bed.

"Are you not feeling well? You should eat something." She says stroking my back gently in little circles.

"I'm just tired and not hungry. It's fine don't worry." I say not opening my eyes.

"Okay then. See you in the morning sweetheart. Good night sweet dreams." And then closes the door softly behind her.

I have just finished my science test. I hand it in, Dean is behind me.

"So, how did it go for you babydoll?" He says giving the pen he just used to the girl next to him.

"Pretty well if you ask me. But let's see what grade I get. What about you? Will you reach a D?" I say laughing.

"Silence Miss Skys, there are people still taking the test." Says Mr. Hudson. I turn around and nod to him. Dean lets out a chuckle and then says.

"I will get a better grade than you. I promise you." I smirk because I really doubt that.

"Okay then let's bet something," I say so sure of myself.

"Deal. If I get a higher grade than you, you will be my secretary for a week." He wishes.

"Right, if I win you will ask Sarah out on a date," I say.

Sarah is the typical girl that is shy and not really pretty. She doesn't have many friends so maybe if Dean asks her on a date she will be a bit more popular. I have talked to her a few times and she's nice. I want her last year here to be remembered and not as the weird girl. As the lucky girl that got a date with Dean. Because Dean never goes on dates.

"Deal." We handshake on it and then the bell rings. Everyone gets up and starts to make there way out of the class. Hunter comes up to me, well that's what I thought but no. He goes to Dean and they start talking. He didn't even look at me. Nothing. They walk to the door and Dean turns around and yells at me.

"You're so on Skys." I roll my eyes and grab my bag.

I head over to History class. I walk in and there are some students already sat down. I go to the back where I normally sit. I place my books on the table and start to flick around a pen through my finger over my thumb. Just to wait for the teacher. Hunter comes in and sits down in the front. I don't understand why he didn't sit next to me like me always have done. Maybe he didn't see me I think to myself. Mr. Kendrick walks in and starts to talk about the second world war. These classes always get the best of me and make me well so tired after them. They don't want us to fall asleep but they do an amazing job trying not to. It's like the teacher is yelling at me to sleep. They could interact with us in some way rather than they just talking and talking. In primary, I used to love history because the teacher used to explain it to us like a story so it was more interesting. But now I hate it. I turn around and two boys are sleeping with their heads resting on the table. I look in front of my left and this girl is fast asleep too.

"I want you all to bring research on why the second world war began for tomorrow." He exclaims. A lot of people sigh. I take out my diary and write the homework for tomorrow so I remember. Finally, the bell rings. I get up and walk over to Hunter but Jennifer beats me to it. As I walk away I hear Jennifer tell him that last night she had a lot of fun. At that moment a lot of questions pop into my head.

What happened last night?

Did they hang out? Well, obviously the answer to this question is yes.

I have to stop being so paranoid. I have no reason to know about it. It's not like he's my boyfriend or anything.

I walk out of the classroom and go and find Meghan that she is probably hanging out in the Cafeteria.

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