Always, HIS Curvy Luna?!

CHAPTER 5: Starting Anew?

●KRISTY●

        Suddenly, as I began feeling my body about to fall, I hear a familiar husky low voice call out from behind me, 'NO!!' and then I feel two strong arms wrap around my waist and pull me back onto them as we both had fallen to the ground.

         I get up and see that it's Cam. I quickly push him off and stand up.

        "Why the hell did you do that?!" I yell at him as I start to fight back tears.

        He quickly stands up and says, "Baby, please..." he begins but I stop him.

         "Don't. You don't get to call me that. Not after leaving me in the hospital and for the past two months all because I lost our baby. Which I'm truly sorry. But you left me. And it didn't matter if rather or not I remembered you. You should've stayed." I began, now no longer being able to hold back my tears anymore.

         "Kristy. I know I fucked up. It was a shitty and cowardly thing to do. I regret it. But I never went a day without thinking about you. And I don't blame you for our losing the baby. I blame myself." He tells me as he now has tears start rolling down his cheeks.

         "Why does nobody want me?!" I begin crying hard.

         I then next suddenly feel him wrap his arms around me and pull me against his chest and as I begin to try and push him away, he squeezes me tighter. Not too tight but enough to where I can't break free from him.

        "I love you and I want you. I have always wanted you. Not because you're my mate, but because you make me feel like nobody else has ever made me feel before and I got scared. I felt I failed you. I didn't protect you or our child. I almost lost you and...." I stop him again and push myself free from his grasp.

         "So that makes everything okay? That excuses you for leaving me? Do you not know what love is?" I ask him.

        "Look! I'm not perfect. I can't be the guy from all those Nicholas Sparks story shit that you like. But I'm trying. I have always tried. I know there's not enough words or sorry's in the world to take away the pain I have caused you. And that fucking kills me. And will always kill me until the day that I die. But I got scared because, I felt that you deserve better. You deserve that guy that can protect you. And I will always love you. Always. But if you give me a chance to make it up to you and prove to you just how much I do love you and want to be with you, I promise I will do better. I will be that guy for you. Just please, give me a chance. And please, don't kill yourself. Because I can't lose you. Please." He begins crying then drops to his knees, grabs my hands and looks up into my eyes with pleading eyes and continues, "Please. Give me one more chance."

         "I don't know. It hurts too much. What if you do it again? What if my memory goes back to bad. How will I know that you will be there for me?" I ask him.

         He gets up off his knees while still holding my hands and looking into my eyes then places his hand on the side of my face and wipes away my tears.

         "There's something I need to tell you. To explain why I freaked out." He says.

         He then starts telling me the story about his first mate. Which confused me as I always thought that people had one mate in their entire life. But he explained about how depending on the circumstances and that for some people that fate tends to usually make exceptions. But it's rare.

          After he was done, I hadn't realized that we had taken a seat at a tree there by the cliff.

          "Well, I'm sorry about Selene. But you really must know that I knew what I was getting into with you, before you turned me. This was all my choice. I just....I know you were scared and still are. I am to. But I think that we should try again. But, we really need to work on a lot of things before we can ever get back to how we were. Just don't hurt me again." I tell him.

          He looks at me and smiles and says, "I promise. I love you so much." He says to me as he leans his forehead against mine.

          "I love you too." I reply as we then share a kiss with each other.

         I don't know how we went from crying and yelling at each other to this, but, I'm glad.

         Though we need to work on a lot of things to try and make this work. Cause mates or not, we need fixing of a few things, otherwise, I wont stay in a relationship that will be a living hell.

         I'm glad he told me his story. And I'm glad that we cleared the air about the assumptions we made with each other.

         Of course, it doesn't make things right or excuse the fact of what he did in him leaving. But I am willing to give him another chance to prove to me that he really does love me and want to be with me. Not that he hasn't before, but I think starting anew will be really good. A fresh new start.

          At least, that's what I'm hoping. I just hope I don't regret this. Cause even though Amy's gone and Damien is as well, I know that wont be the last time we have someone threatening us. Especially with him eventually becoming head of the council. That alone, of course, makes him a huge target.

          We have been through a lot, yet somehow, we found each other again. I guess that counts for something, right?

Next chapter will be posted soon! :) Also, in the next few chapters, we will find out who the 3rd POV is and who a new threat to Cam's and Kristy's future, is. Hehehehehe😈