The Circle (Damian Wayne x reader )

Chapter 18

Warning : this chapter contain disturbing scenes

If you'r uneasy and undergage DON'T read it

Y/N pov

What is real ? What is not real ?

I couldn't say. Everything was so confusing. I was living nightmare after nightmare.

Did Julian was real ? Or did the Scarecrow was ?

I didn't know.

I was in a dark room. Real or not, the dark scared me. I felt around, trying to find a door or anything else that wasn't a wall. Suddenly, the covered face of the Scarecrow appeared in front of me. I screamed of terror and fell on the dirty ground. I felt pieces of glass digging into my flesh. I watched, terrified, his face coming closer. I tried to crawl away and many other pieces of glass dug into my hands. I felt my warm blood, dripping from my wounds. Then I saw his hands coming toward my throat. I wanted to scream but his hands tighten around my throat and no sound came out. I saw black spots dancing in front of me and the Scarecrow's face lit and soon, flames were devouring his face.

Then I fainted again.

It was always like that.I fainted from a awful nightmare to arrived into an other.

Julian was here now. I was in his arms and he was whispering nice things into my ears. He asked me again why I had nightmares and what was happening into them but I couldn't respond. I was still feeling the grasp of the  Scarecrow's hands on my throat.

I could think that Julianwas real, but like the others times I couldn't be sure. Why ? Because after few minutes of peace, everything was falling apart. The flat was burning. Julian was losing blood from a wound on his chest. As always, I tried to stop the bleeding by more blood dripped between my fingers as I pressed them against the wound. And I felt his strong gaze on me. Then, when I looked up to his face, tears rolling down my cheeks, I saw his dead eyes. And his voice was shouting at me that he died because of me. Then I tried to stop his voice. I pressed my hands against my ears hard, but I could still hear him, like if his voice was in my head. Then I screamed. I cried and I screamed at the top of my lungs. And I fainted again.

I fainted to woke up into a dark room and I knew that the Scarecrow was waiting for me.

Reality didn't exist here. I was losing my sanity. I didn't know how much time I could resist before I become crazy.

Damian pov

Two days. Two fucking days. And we had nothing. The Circle let no clues. We didn't know where my son was. We didn't know where Y/N was. I was searching forthem every single hours. Alfred tried to put me to bed or make me eatsomething but I couldn't. I shouted to him. I said awful things thatI didn't mean to. And Alfed being Alfred, he was still here for me.My father did everything too, to find them.

I was slowly losing my sanity.

It was two o'clock a.m, when Alfed arrived in the Batcave, followed by my father.

  '' We received something from the Circle ''

To be continued ...

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Hi everyone ^^

 I'm sorry if you find it repetitive. 

I'm also sorry if you think there is no need for a warning at the beginning and that you hoped to read something more disturbing that it is. I didn't know if I should. It's true that this chapter isn't that awful. And I'm not the best to describe things that imagine in my head, particulary if I write in another language than my mothertongue. But I thought that a warning could be useful 

Anyway, I hope you like it. 

Have a nice day