Namjoon

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Class ends and I begin to leave the class but stop in my tracks as I see my reflection in the glass window. I hate the way I look... "Y/n?" I hear someone ask. I snap out of my thoughts and look over to see Namjoon standing in the doorway, looking concerned, "is there something wrong?" He asks. I just shake my head and fake a smile and he drops it. We begin walking back to our houses, we live across the street so we walk the same way. As we're walking I see my shadow on the ground and am reminded of the way I felt before. "Y/n?" Namjoon asks as we continue walking. "Yeah?" I look up at him. "I know there's something wrong.. I just want you to remember I'm always here for you.." he says sweetly. I smile, "thanks Namjoon, I know." He seems a little more reassured but still a bit worried. We part ways and go to our houses.

Namjoon's POV

I know there's something wrong with y/n. We've been best friends for so long now so I can see when she's acting different. Maybe she's not happy being around me? No. I should stop thinking about myself.. I'm sure it doesn't involve me.. I just wish she would tell me what's going on with her. It hurts me to see her hurting and unhappy. I'll try to cheer her up tomorrow.

Y/n's POV

I go into my house, take a shower, and do some homework. I try not looking at myself in the mirror, I feel better that way. I don't know why i feel like this. Maybe I've just been looking at celebrities too long.. oh well.. I just have to brush it off.

I wake up the next morning, get dressed, and start walking to school. I hear loud footsteps behind me and see Namjoon running after me. "Hey y/n !! Wait up!!" He smiles widely at me as he catches up. "Good morning y/n!" He yells. "Why so cheery?" I ask him suspiciously, he's never this happy in the morning. "Just happy to be with you, you look great today by the way." I blush at his comment, wondering if he really means it. "Oh.. um haha thanks.." I say back. He smiles at me but apparently sees my face drop into a slight frown. Suddenly he grabs both of my hands, stopping me from walking and looks me in the eyes. I try to rip my hands away but he won't let me go. "Namjoon, what are you doing ?!" I ask slightly panicked. "Y/n, I know something is going on and I'm not letting you go until you tell me." He says seriously. "Namjoon, let go!! We're going to be late for class!!" I beg him, not wanting to share my feelings. He wouldn't understand. "No y/n I've let you slide by this question every time I ask you. Not this time. Tell me what's going on now." He demands.
"Okay.. fine.." I begin

Namjoon's POV

Finally she's telling me!! I listen carefully. "Fine.. I've just been having some problems with the way I look. It's not a big deal, don't worry about it." I'm shocked at what she told me. I can't believe y/n would think she's ugly. I think she's the most beautiful girl in the world. As I think about how perfect she is, I realize that I think I have feelings for her.. I snap out of my thinking and focus on y/n. I have to somehow convince her.

Y/n's POV

"Y/n.. I can't pretend like I understand what you're going through.. no one does. But what I do know is that you are beautiful, inside and out. I know that sounds cliché but I honestly can't think of anyone more perfect than you. You're gorgeous and your personality is beyond amazing. I know that this probably doesn't help.. but how do you feel now?" After what Namjoon says, I'm taken aback. I can't believe that's what he thinks of me.. he's so sweet. "Thank you Namjoon.. I just don't know-" I'm stopped by Namjoon's lips pressing against mine. He breaks away from the kiss, "y/n, I love you and I don't think I could live without your perfect self. I know I shouldn't have feelings for you because you need to love yourself first before loving anyone else, but afterwards, would you date me?" He asks me sweetly. I happily agree and can finally feel myself becoming happier.

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