Pressure (A Matthew Healy story)

Ignorance is bliss

A/n guys before I start I wanna let you know that now since Lucy and Matt are not together as before as in living together etc. the story will split into P.O.V 's moments when they are together the P.O.V will merge back into one . Any confusion or questions just comment or inbox me ❤😊 btw watch the music video to Robbers by THE 1975 if you haven't already.

   Lucy P.O.V 

I walked through the park until I found  the swing set. I started to  remember how I would swing for hours on end . The swing gave me a sense of stability. Sounds crazy I know, but you know the swing will always go back and forth and that you would kick your feet in and out. No surprises no left field shit. As all things in life the swing eventually stopped swinging.

The sun started to go down and I still haven't found myself a place to sleep. Its not like I haven't slept in a park before. I mean all the time when I used to run away from home I would run to the park. But times have changed and sleeping in the park is to risky in the city.

I incidentally left my wallet and cards at Matts', not like the cards would do me any good since Im cut off anyways. I check my phone to find 15 missed calls from Matt and 10 new text from him. As I was reading the text messages I get a call of course its Matt. All I could say to myself was that 15 missed calls were about to turn into 16.

  Matts P.O.V

I called Luc like two hundred fucking times. I cant stand the fact that she thinks I'm a liar. I mean i did lie a little bit, but she should at least hear me out.

"OH FUCK YOU MATTY BOY"

Lucy's   voice ' just  kept echoing in my head. The way the sentence came from here lips was like how a target feels while having darts thrown at it. Like nothing. Targets don't have feelings.

Lucy has me worried fucking sick. She has no money as far as I know , not enough for the shittiest motel in New York. I have no fucking idea to as to even look for her. For fucks sake I don't even know here favorite color. I started walking to the end of Green Av. there's a park down there and I need to clear my head.

I'm walked towards the swing set because what the fuck who doesn't at least  like swings.? I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw Lucy. She was just looking at her feet dangle barely off the ground. I literally felt like a hunter and as if Lucy was the innocent deer ,that if I made a sudden sound would run in fear. I tried to quietly walk towards Luc and just like in some corny movie I step on an "oh so loud let position myself right here leaf" and thankfully so lost in thought Lucy doesn't hear it. I make another attempt to walk towards Luc. This time she looked up from curiosity and saw me.

And just what exactly does she decide to do , run. So what do I exactly do , chase her.

a/n sorry for a shorty chpt. I hope the P.O.V made at least some sense and if not like i said feel free to inbox me or just simply comment (respectfully of course :) ) GUYS I MADE 1000 READS !! Again i know to some of you it doesn't mean anything but for me it does. Thank you everyone for the support.  don't forget to comment and vote :)  - Ashley