What's luv? [completed]

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My head was banging when I woke up. The moments from last night kept replaying in my head I was on the verge of tears when Aziza and Maya came in.

"Aww are you gonna cry?" Aziza asked.

"Ziza you could be more sensitive" Maya said.

"Fine. Don't cry it wasn't your fault." She said giving me a hug.

"But it was" I sighed putting my cushion by my face.

"What?!" Both of them yelled plopping down besides me.

"I..I" And I just burst out crying. I felt their arms wrap around me as I cried my heart out.

"I didn't even mean to... I ain't even know what was happening" I sobbed. I sniffed " Why the fuck does the nigga have the same flipping hairstyle as Ayo in the first place? Then he had the audacity to force himself on me when it was clear I ain't even wanna do that like.."

"This nigga tried to get all up on you?" Maya said leaning back.

"Do you really think that I would kiss another guy like that?" I asked.

"I mean you basically did kiss him" Ziza said.

"Shut up" I said letting a little giggle out. "This is serious. What am I gonna do?"

"Well. I ain't never had no man troubles" Maya shrugged.

"Well you ain't ever had a man" Ziza said rolling her eyes.

"I'm gonna apologise. I mean it's him that should be crying not me. Right?" I said wiping my tears away. "So I'll get him some food and apologise. Everyone loves food" I got up and started getting ready to leave.

"Girl. Ya breath stank, your wearing pyjamas, it looks like you just had a fight and lost, your eyes are puffy, you've only got one earring in and it's 9:00 in the morning" Maya said blocking the door.

"Well. I better get started on that apology." I said walking over to the bathroom.

"Wait why are you guys here?" I asked popping my head out the bathroom.

"You passed out at a party and you basically cheated on your man. What kinda friends do you think we are?" Aziza asked.

"I didn't!" I replied.

"Sure" I heard Maya say.

***

Later in the afternoon I sat down replaying what had happened at the party. What was I thinking?
Maya and Aziza had left as I had told  them I was going to do this alone. I grabbed my car keys and went to Dominos to collect a cheesy pizza and a bottle of Fanta. I bought an extra large because I knew both of us liked to eat, I smiled a little at that thought.

On the way to Ayo's house I started to think about what might happen. If he accepts my apology, will everything go back to normal?What if he doesn't accept? What if he does but doesn't want to be with me anymore? Does Mateo still like me as a friend?

When I pulled up to their house, I sat in my car fiddling with my fingers.

"Pull it together Tee. The pizza is gonna get cold" I told myself. I grabbed the box and the drink and walked to the front door.

I knocked. And knocked again. No one responded.

"Hello?" I asked. I knew someone was home because there was a car in the driveway. I pushed the door open and let myself in. No one was in the living room or kitchen. So I left the food and the bottle of juice on the kitchen counter. I walked upstairs slowly the apology I had planned was all jumbled up. I sighed "I'm gonna have to go with the flow" I thought.

I made my way to Ayo's bedroom and knocked lightly.

"Ayo?" I said.

I opened the door and walked in. When I looked up my eyes watered and I felt a knot in my throat.

Ayo wore no shirt and his belt was unbuckled so you could see the band of his boxers. And Lisa was there, in her bra and panties. He was kissing on her stomach as she moaned and arched her back her hands on his hair. They both saw me and froze. My eyes looked between the two of them. My heart was pounding and my chest was moving up and down quickly. I needed air and my throat felt like it was clogging up. I stared at them and slowly backed away from the room then I ran out the house panting.

"Tee!"

I didn't care anymore. I got into my car and drove away. Eventually I got to a park. I ain't never seen this park before but I was there and I liked it. It was quite and there were only a few small families wandering, walking. No teenagers. No drama.

I found a little pond and sat by it with my legs crossed. Tears were streaming down my face. I checked my phone and saw a bunch of missed calls and messages. Some from Ayo, I don't know where this anger came from but I chucked my phone as far away as I could and left. I didn't care if I looked a mess I just wanted to be... I don't even know.

Once I got home I saw Anthony's car parked outside.

"Where have you been? I've been calling you all day." My sister started when I walked through the door. I stared at her blankly.

"Hey we've been worried" Anthony said. I looked at him to see a sincere look on his face.

"Hey are you okay?" Tasha asked.

I gave them both a hug and sobbed.

"Aww. Tee what happened?"

After explaining everything to them they sat looking at me unsure of what to say.

"Well?" I asked.

"Well you did kiss someone else" Tasha shrugged.

"But I didn't mean to!"

"He doesn't know that" Anthony added.

"Your supposed to be on my side!" I yelled and stormed off to my bedroom. I yelled in frustration and sank into my bed. Everything was going to be different from now on. I want to be alone.

Next day

I slept throughout most of Sunday. When I woke up my sister had left some food for me in the microwave.

"I'm sorry. I realise Ayo did move on too quickly and that probably hurt" she said while I ate.

"Apology accepted" I threw the rest of the food in the bin and locked myself into my bedroom.

I played my music and fell asleep. I didn't really want to stay awake while thoughts clouded my mind. Thoughts of Ayo,of school, of life. How could I have known that the relationship would hurt so bad.

//who do you think is in the wrong? How do you think Ayo feels?

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Byee 🌊