What's luv? [completed]

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"I'm not his girl" I said as Jazz laughed.

"Wow so you got the nigga hooked?" She giggled.

"Jazz" I sighed.

She put her hands up.
"Aight. I'll leave it." She grinned again. "Does he have a bigger dick then Ayo? Is that what it is?"

I couldn't help but laugh. "I wouldn't know. I haven't seen their dicks."

"Y'all ain't never done the do?" She gasped.

My cheeks burnt.

"My bad. I'll stop now"

"You already said that a couple times" I rolled my eyes.

After breakfast we sat in the living room watching tv and catching up.

"I know you probably wanted to chill with me. But I was kinda hoping to catch up with Tayvion a little." She smiled.

"You know he has a girlfriend?" I raised my eyebrow.

"When has that ever stopped me?" She walked up the stairs to get dressed.

***

Jazz had left me an hour ago and I felt bored so I was gonna call Ayo when his brother showed up at the door.

"Hey!" I said in surprise. I looked down at my feet as I felt the heat rise up to my cheeks.

"Hey Tee" he grinned walking in after me.

"I wanted to talk to you" I said stopping him from reaching my living room.

He turned to face me with his lips slightly parted in confusion.

I licked my lips and laughed nervously.

"I don't think we should do this" I stuttered.

"What?" He squinted his eyes.

"I just don't want to hurt Ayo" I said stepping back.

"You don't think what we've done already is wrong?" He asked. His voice was calm which was slightly scary.

"Of course I do-"

"But it felt good, right?" He asked coming closer to me. "When our bodies touch. And your lips kiss mine"

"You sound exactly the same way you did with Maya and Aziza. Have you already forgotten them?" I asked feeling disgusted.

"Don't act as if you haven't pushed the idea of betraying them to the side too. It takes two to tango" he said. His lip twitched.

"I'm not stupid. I just want to end it" I said crossing my arms. "Is that so hard for you? To end something and not have someone else to run to?"

I blinked away the tears in my eyes.

"Was I just a back up plan?" I asked as my voice cracked. I started thinking about the times he got back with Maya and Aziza.

"What are you on about? He asked his voice raising only a little.

"Did you come to my house that night knowing we would start a... fling? Or whatever this is?" I felt a knot in my throat as I spoke.

"Oh my God! Why'd you pull me into your shit? I betrayed my friends and Ayo." I was pacing the floor now and combing through my hair with my fingers stressfully.

"I love Ayo" I stated.

I began to tap my foot on the floorboard. "You knew that"

"Why are you making up conspiracies about me?" He said angrily.