What's luv? [completed]

22

Monday

I woke up and moaned, today was going to be a long day. I wore a baby pink hoodie with my grey jeans and black vans. I tied my hair up into a ponytail. I grabbed an apple from the kitchen and left for school. Since I had decided to throw my phone away, literally, I had woken up late.

When I got to homeroom everyone was l staring at me.

"Sit down Tatiana. You're late" the teacher said.

I sat down in the front avoiding eye contact with anyone and put my hood up over my head. I rested my head on the table and waited. Eventually people were talking again and I sighed in relief.

"Are you okay?" Lani asked. "I tried calling but you weren't picking up."

"I'm fine" I replied blankly. She probably didn't hear me clearly since my head was on the desk. But I didn't care. I knew Ayo was in the room and I was not going to face him especially after what happened on Saturday.

***

I had managed to avoid people throughout most of the day but at lunch I knew it was going to be difficult. I decided not to have lunch and layed on my back on the field.

"Hey" Mateo said laying next to me.

"Don't ask me if I'm okay"
I said.

"Okay"

There was a long silence by now I knew that no one knew what to say to me or what to do. Otherwise my friends would be here right now.

"I haven't seen stars in so long" I said randomly.

"It's still light outside" Teo responded.

"I'm not stupid. I'm just saying"

"Why do you care about the stars?"

"They give me hope" I said turning to face him.

***

"Tee!" I heard Lani and Yasmine coming towards me.

"Yeah" I replied not waiting for them to catch up.

"Did you kiss Liam? Ayo's friend?" Lani asked.

"I don't like you coming up to me accusing me of shit like that. It was an accident anyways." I replied turning to face her.

"Then Why is Ayo crying about how you snogged him?" She asked.

"Are you honestly going to believe Ayo over Tee?" Yasmine asked.

"Do you even know what happened?" I asked getting aggravated.

"You cheated on Ayo Tee!" She shouted "how could you do that, do you know how upset he is"

"Do you know how upset I am?" I asked stepping forward. "Did you see me nearly drown?" I said getting closer "Did you Liam forcing himself on me?" I asked my eyes watering. I sighed trying to calm down. I turned around and began to walk away.

"Where the fuck were you Lani? Huh? I thought you were my best friend" I yelled back at her before storming out of the building and wiping my tears aggressively.

Once I got to my car I sat there crying hard. I hit the wheel multiple times and cried. Then I heard a light knock on my car window.

"Can I come in?" Yasmine asked.

I drove to the park I found the other day, after having to circle round Ayo's house, but we got there eventually. We sat on a bench and I payed my head on her shoulder.

"Why don't I hear the story from you?" Yasmine asked. So I explained how I had kissed Liam by an accident and he forced himself on me afterwards, probably because he was high. And when I got to Ayo's house he was bouta insert his horny ass dick into Lisa. Flipping Lisa!

"Woah!" Yasmine said. "That's mad. You know it's just rumours going around though, Ayo hasn't actually said anything"

"I don't care" I replied.

"I think you do" Yasmine said wiping away a tear below my eye.

"Well, I don't want to care" I said wiping away all my tears. "I don't want to cry anymore"

"Your strong you'll get over it. But quick question, did you honestly just leave? You ain't even hit her? Or him?!" Yasmine asked her eyes widened "you just left?" She asked raising an eyebrow.

I rolled my eyes and walked to the car park.

***

"What were you thinking?" My sister shouted at me as I walked up the stairs. "Tee. What has gotten into you? Your lucky that you haven't gotten into trouble before in school."
I continued to ignore her and shut my door lightly.

"Hey I was talking to you" Tasha said barging into my room.

"Your not Mama" I replied getting my books out my bag.

"Tee I... I just"

"Just go. I don't want to talk" I said not looking at her. I put my headphones in and did my mathematics homework. I was falling asleep when Key and Mateo came into my room.

"Tatiana?" Mateo asked.

"Huh?" I said looking up. A small smile creeped onto my face.

"Teo" I said giving him a hug, the hug was well needed.

"And key. My knight in shining armour" I smiled giving him a hug too.

"Lani told me you had a go at her" Mateo said spinning on my chair by the desk. Key sat in my bed with his legs hanging off the bed and I laid my head on his lap.

"She's not my friend" I mumbled.

"Woww. Just like that?" Key asked.

"She thinks I did it on purpose" I sighed looking up at key.

"You look ugly ass from this angle"' he laughed.

"So does your nostrils" I fired back laughing.

"Y'all do know I didn't mean too right?" I asked to make sure.

"Off course I was there" Key said reassuringly.

"Yeh. And I know you saw Ayo bouta sick Lisa down" Mateo sighed.

"Hey let's not talk about it anymore." I said. "I don't wanna cry"

"Aight TeeTee" Key smiled. I smiled back and Mateo put some music on. We just chilled and vibes to the music.

Everything's going to be fine, you got this girl.

//kinda short. Keep commenting and voting 😁

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