He is my Stalker

Kabanata song (chapter 2)

Kabanata song

I am special to someone. I know I am special to someone I don’t know who. Weird but I love how it feels. This mood is something new, something light, something fun. This is something that is out of my past self---out of who I am. It doesn’t really matter who he is, what matters to me right now is that I know he exists. Out there… somewhere…

September 14, 2005 (Wednesday)

8:43 pm

Its’ been days since the first. He’s still consistently sending me his little notes. His identity is still a BIG question mark. But I’m sure I will know him SOON. Soon…

My goodness, sis, kelan ba namin makikilala si “Stalker”?We call him that way because he is… a stalker? Obviously! <_<

Oonga, sis, grabe! Super tagal mo na syang stalker…Matagal na ba yung one week? Over naman. Parang years na yung nakalipas, days pa lang naman.

Well, I can’t answer for him… Alangang pilitin ko diba? Malay mo hindi pa ready.

Eh kelan pa sya magiging ready, pag super old kana? Let’s be realistic nga… alangan namang stalker sya forever diba? Baka sa sobrang tagal nya bago sya makapagpakilala, konti na lang yung days that you will spend together… we’ll never know right?Hummm… One point Gab! But sabi sa kanta, don’t hurry love… we just have to wait… hahha ^_<

Is he gwapo kaya? Baka naman beast yan ha… that’s why siguro he’s so afraid to show himself… oh! Kalurky.

Hindi naman siguro.Pero pano nga kaya kung ganun? Will that really matter?

Hummm… nagsisimula na kong magduda kay Stalker ha… baka naman hindi sya sincere sa mga ginagawa nya and he’s just playing a prank… We better find out.

How? Money for us!

I have plans… We will use our resources. Humm.

Ano naman kayang plano ni Gab? Duda ako. Huummm…

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Grrrr… I’m confused now. Do I really need to find out who he is? I mean kelangan bang ngayon na? Hindi ba pwedeng saka na lang? My sisters do have a point. What if he is not the one I’m imagining he is? I will just be disappointed in the end so why would make the journey long? It would be better to clear things as early as now. I’ll better find out who he is before it’s too late. But what if he is Cupid and he is just teaching me to trust? Will I be Psyche who forever lost the person she loves? Ooowwww… scratch those lines, those were overstatement. Sometimes, my imagination sucks. Fine… come what may. Maybe I do need to find out. Go! Neurons! We need to work.

6:30 pm; Las Vegas

On the way home, I can sense some footsteps again… He is nearer this time compare on the previous days. For a change, I didn’t look back but I stopped walking.

Stalker…? Ikaw ba yan?

Please don’t look back.His voice sounds familiar.

Stalker…? Ammm… can you please show yourself? I just wanna know who you are… I will not judge you, promise! We can be friends… just show your face…SILENCE. Hei… are you still there? Hello? Can I look back now?