Falling Backwards

Very Long

ALYSON'S POV

Month: Early September

I knew the second we walked into the doctors office that something was going to happen. This is the day he's going to walk away. I know that's a horrid thing to say, but it was a shock to say the least when I got pregnant, and like any guy, I knew Rocky would freak out eventually. Ross told me to give him some time. I knew he would come around.

"I see a baby girl!" Rocky's hand dropped from mine and I knew it was over. "No," He said, and I couldn't get him to sit down. "a girl?" I smiled wildly, "Rocky, It's a girl!" He started hyperventilating, "Rocky, sit down baby," I said, still hooked up to the table, unable to help him.

He opened the door and flew out. "Do you want to go after him?" My heart raced, "Rocky?" I yelled down the hallway. I tried to get up, but I failed miserably and as I sat helplessly on the table, the doctor just stared at me. A nurse returned, "Mrs. Lynch?" I turned, "I'm with him, but I'm Alyson Peters. We aren't married." She nodded. "My apologies Ms. Peters, but we couldn't catch up with your um..." "Boyfriend." I said bluntly, 'was that so hard to say?' I thought to myself. "He ran outside." I shook my hand and put it in my hands. "Just finish my exam. I have to go find him."

The doctor finished quickly and I left in a hurry. "Rocky, it's me, are you okay? I'm looking for you, so I'm going home, hoping you went there. I'm gonna try your brothers next. Okay. I love you." I got his voicemail. I was keeping it together, but when I got to our apartment and stepped inside I broke.

I went down the hallways into our living area and there was a note in his lovely messy handwriting. "Alyson" was written on the outside and I unfolded it. "Hey Baby- I'm so sorry I ran out. I think I'm just going a little crazy right now and I need some time to think. I'm not leaving you. I love you and I want to raise our baby girl together, but I think I need to breathe for a couple of days first. I know your starting your second year of college and I'm so damn proud of you for everything you do and every decision you make. I'm terrible for doing this. But if I don't get my head on straight, then I won't be able to be the boyfriend, or even future husband that you want me to be. I love you more than anything in the entire world and I'll call you later tonight. Rocky."

I cried and cried and reread the note again and again. He was so special and sweet and I was so worried as to where he was. He said he'd call me, so I was going to wait. I busied myself. I went grocery shopping. And I bought a couple pieces of girl stuff. I called my mom on Skype and told my entire family it was a girl. They we're ecstatic now, but when I told them I was pregnant I got hell for it.

I was doing laundry when a key jiggled in the lock. "Rocky?" I sprinted as best I could to the hall. "No, it's the other boy that lives here that never gets that much excitement when he enters?!" I sighed, "Oh hey Rike. Sorry Love." I hugged him gently and he came inside to the living room. "I'm just waiting for Rocky to call..." I sighed. He shrugged, "Why?" I looked up, worriedly, "He didn't call you?! He didn't tell you where he was going? Where is he?" I got up, my head was spinning, "Riker," He grabbed my hand, pulling me to sit back down for fear of me loosing my balance.

"Al, start from the beginning, what happened sis?" He start calling my sis sometimes. It felt really great to be a part of their family. After I told him the entire story right up until he walked in the door, he furrowed his brows. "Well, I know that if Rocky said he's going to call, then he's going to call Alyson. He doesn't break promises." I nodded, wiping tears. "I know, I'm so worried though..."

Riker made me soup and a salad and we sat on the couch. I fell asleep and woke late at night to hear Riker on the phone, "But why the hell would you do this? Rocky, she needs you, that's your baby in there man! I didn't leave Kay when things were rough and we weren't even in a commited relationship." I sat up, "Riker, is that Rocky? Can I talk to him?" Riker rolled his eyes, "Alyson wants to talk to you," He handed to phone over.

"Rocky?" "Hey babe," He said, he sounded like he was in pain. "Rocky, where are you? I was scared, baby. Why did you leave?" I started crying and Riker a rubbing my back. My emotions were up and down as it was, but now this was making me even more insane. "Alyson, I just need to take some time baby..." "What the hell does that mean? You should come home and sleep with me and cuddle and tell me you love me in person because I love you so much and you're hurting me by being away." He sniffed, "I won't be gone very long." It was almost a whisper.

"What does that mean? Very long... I miss you. Are you even in California? I start class on Monday." He sighed, "I'll be home soon baby, I do love you. I love our little girl too." I wiped my eyes, he wouldn't even answer me as to where he was. "Okay... I love you too..." He hung up. "I have to go to bed..." I said to Riker. "Do you want to sleep in my room Alyson, just if it'll help you," I sighed, "It's okay Rike. Thank you so much though. If I need you i'll come in though," I hugged him and retreated to my room.

A/N

Hey so this one was short but oooooo. What's happening?!

Oh Rocky, get your shit together! ❤️

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