Falling Backwards

Another Change

Month: Mid July

ALYSON'S POV

I was finishing up putting my clothes into a box when Kay came in. "Hey," she said, frowning at me. I smiled weakly at her, having just thrown up for the fourth time that morning, I wasn't feeling my best. She started crying, sitting on the bed. "Alyson," she couldn't form words. "I'm..." I got up, trying to comfort her. "What, Kay?" I said. She started crying hysterically, "Do you," she sniffed, breathing heavily, "remember when I slept with Riker?" She said with her head in her hand.

My heart raced, "Yes?" I said, 'No she's not.' I thought, 'No, no, no, no, if I can't handle a baby, how is she going to handle a baby?' Kay cried dramatically all the time, but this time was different. She was genuinely scared out her mind, I could tell. "I'm pregnant," she sniffed, "and it's not Jay's, I told him, and we went to test it and see and it's not his." She bawled into my shirt, "You two are so irresponsible," I said to her, "You and Riker both. For sleeping together and not using protection," Kay rolled her eyes, "You're one to talk!"

I was shocked, I hadn't told her yet. "What do you mean?" Kay cried out, "I know you're pregnant, Alyson, you won't wear bikini's, you haven't had a drink, you pee all the time, you throw up all the time, I can hear it." I stayed looking at her. "Okay, yes, I am," She looked at me with attitude, "Exactly! So how could YOU be so irresponsible? How could YOU and your lovely little rock star boyfriend not use protection?" I looked down at my stomach, beginning to poke out a little. "I just... We did, It- it didn't work."

She cried into my shirt for a little bit, then Rocky walked in, "Hey babe, I brought din- Whoa there." He said, looking at Kay. He rolled his eyes at her. Rocky and Kay hadn't gotten along lately. She was very spoiled and into herself. Rocky didn't care for her attitude all the time. Kay felt entitled to everything, maybe this pregnancy and this baby would be good for her ego.

"Are you okay?" he said to me. "I'm fine. She knows I'm pregnant though." "And she's that emotional about it?" Kay looked up, "No, but my life is over! No ones ever going to hire me. I'll get fat.." She whined. 'How is she being so SELFISH?!' I thought.

Rocky pulled myself closer to him on the bed too, "Kay, what happened?" He spoke stiffly. She sniffed, "Why don't you ask your incredibly adequate brother." I snapped, "Kay, don't." Rocky looked at me questioningly, "Kay, did Riker do something?" He said to her. "Yes..." She nodded. I started to shake my head, "Kay, don't start fucking blaming all of this on Riker. You are responsible for this too." I was getting angry. How could she blame this all on him? This is going to affect more than just her.

"Well, he's the one that did the thing that made me pregnant," Rocky jumped up, "Pregnant?!" He looked to me and pointed at Kay, "Riker got it- her pregnant?!" He backed up and looked her dead in the eyes. "You need to tell Riker. Now," She shook her head, turning to me, "Tell me I don't have to. I'm only like seven weeks along, can't I wait?" I shook my head, "No," She pleadingly looked at me. Rocky stormed out of the room. I didn't go after him. He was angry and I didn't want to bother his thoughts.

"Rocky and I are trying really hard to make responsible choices now. We're going to be parents, and now so are you. The best thing would be to tell Riker." She looked disgusted at me, "But he doesn't give a shit. We've done nothing together since then." I couldn't help but roll my eyes at her stupidity. "Kay, we all went on tour! You got back together with Jay, who I guess is out of the picture now." She nodded at me.

Rocky reappeared from the living room. "Riker is on his way over here now," He said, bluntly. I sighed, "Okay." I said, getting Kay a towel to wipe her face with. She whined, "Alyson, I'm gonna get fat," I sighed, "not necessarily," She was being so selfish. I had never seen her so selfish before, ever, and she had been pretty bad. "Well, you have to be healthy. Take your vitamins, do everything the doctor has told you." She nodded with attitude, "I know, I know,"