Letter 80

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Dear Yoongi,

Namjoon came to my house today. He told me to get ready cause he wanted to visit you again.

So I got up and made myself presentable. He tried to hide it but before we left I saw him steal one of my hoodies.

Most likely to give it to you.

When we arrived to the hospital and walked down the hallway to your room, I began to feel nervous.

I felt like the first day I ever saw you.

Only it was nerves with a slightly different meaning.

Like, what if you forgot me again? What if you never remember who I am? What if you tell me you don't want to be with me anymore?

I had stopped walking and stood in the hallway playing with the bottom of my shirt. Namjoon walked up to me and patted my shoulder.

"What's wrong?"

"Well, you know how he keeps forgetting who people are right?" He had nodded. "What if he completely forgets about me one day?" He stood and thought over my words for a couple seconds.

"If he does, forget, about you. Then it means you get the chance to make him fall in love with you all over again every single day." I smiled at him and followed along behind as he went to your room and welcomed himself in.

We walked over to the empty chairs and sat in them. You were asleep but looked stressed. I felt bad as I sat and watched you scrunch up your face every couple seconds.

"He loves you, Jungkook." I looked over at Namjoon.

"What do you mean?"

"He always worries when you aren't around. He will talk about how he needs to make sure you are treating yourself right and that you are doing okay. He literally cares more about you than he does himself. You can't be mad at him for forgetting about you. It isn't his fault his mind is becoming fucked up." I sat and blushed at his words. Because I could easily say the same things about me towards you.

He stayed about an hour but when you still showed no signs in waking up he dropped my hoodie on the stand next to your bed and hugged me goodbye. Once he was gone I climbed up into the bed and threw my arm around your waist. You had unconsciously scooted over into me.

As soon as you were in my arms your body naturally became less tense. I smiled knowing that we have the same effects on each other. I lightly kissed your forehead and fell asleep with you in my arms.

~Kookie

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