A Love Letter ⭐Yoonkook⭐

Letter 90

Dear Yoongi,

Jimin had came over to visit the other day. He had asked if I wanted to go out for coffee and I had agreed.

We walked in silence. Mostly because he was acting differently and I was trying to figure out why he was acting so strange.

We walked through the streets until we had got to the coffee shop and got our drinks. On the way back to my house, he stopped. I, of course, stopped and turned back to look at him. He pulled his phone out and looked at the screen. After a couple minutes he slowly slid it back into his jeans. He stepped over to me and pulled me into his arms.

I swear I had saw tears forming in his eyes.

"Everything is going to be okay, Jungkook. Never forget that I am here for you." I awkwardly hugged him back. Soon enough he pulled away and we continued our walk to my place. I kept glancing at him, I could tell he was crying now and it was so weird that he had randomly hugged me.

About ten minutes later, my phone rang. Jimin lifted a hand up to cover his eyes as he held his full cup of coffee in the other. I lifted it to my ear without looking at the caller I.D. but god do I wish I had looked. Because maybe if I had known it was the hospital calling it would have made the pain be a little less.

"Hello?" I had called out.

"Hello, is this Jeon Jungkook?" I watched as Jimin started pacing in front of me.

"Yes it is. May I ask who is calling?"

"This is Dr. Kim. I am calling in regards to Min Yoongi." Upon hearing your name my breath hitched.

"What happened to him?"

"I'm very sorry sir. But it seems he committed suicide about a half hour ago. He did leave a note addressed to you so come down when you are feeling up to it and we will give it to you." I stood in shock as I listened to him speak.

There is no way that my Min Yoongi, was dead. He had to have been playing a trick on me.

I hung up without answering and grabbed Jimin's wrist.

"Follow me." I said while holding back my tears. I started to drag him in the direction that the hospital was in.

"Wait, what are you doing?" I threw my coffee into a passing trash can and kept walking while dragging him behind me. I ignored his question and he didn't try to speak again.

Eventually, I dragged him into the hospital with me and walked up to the secretary. I nervously grabbed a hold of my jacket and pulled it tighter around me.

"Hi. We are here to see Min Yoongi." She sadly looked at us and began to shake her head.

"I'm very sorry but you aren't going to be able to visit him." I felt arms wrapping around my waist and someone putting their head between my shoulder blades.

"What do you mean I can't visit him? He is my boyfriend!" I went to pull away from the arms that were around me but they held me place.

"I understand your frustration towards me but I can't let you visit him because he isn't a patient here anymore." Tears finally started rolling down my cheeks as I knew the phone call earlier had been true.

I had fallen down to the floor as I was overwhelmed with sadness and heartache. Sobs had ripped through my body and every part of me felt numb.

Why did you have to take your own life?

I understand I wasn't with you much towards the end but I tried my hardest.

I tried so hard to make sure you were happy.

I guess I failed.

~Kookie