A Love Letter ⭐Yoonkook⭐

Letter 72

Dear Yoongi,

I walked into the hospital with a bouquet of colorful flowers today. I walked through the hallways until I made it to your room. When I did you were sat there wide awake.

I walked over and pressed a kiss to the top of your head. You watched in wonderment as I put the flowers on the stand beside your bed.

"Jungkookie?" I looked over at you and was confused when you weren't looking at me.

"Yes, baby?"

"I, it, it hurts today. Really bad." I quickly reached my hand to your shoulder and began to massage it.

"Its okay. You will make it through this. C'mon babe you will be alright." I took you into my arms as I shifted into the bed beside you. You laid on my shoulder as silent tears began falling from your eyes.

"Jean Jungkook, if I asked you to do something crazy with me, would you?" I pulled away from you and rubbed up and down on the sides of your arms.

"Of course. I will do anything as long as it is with you." You nodded and looked dead straight in the eyes.

"Then, will you commit a double suicide with me?" I gasped and dropped my mouth.

"Yoongi, why, why this?"

"Because I am in so much pain. Every part of my body burns and I want it to end. I am ready to die but I am not ready to leave you. So if you did it too, then I wouldn't feel bad for leaving you behind."

I denied your offer. You complained at first but I don't care. Instead, I took your hand in mine and showed you what fun can be like. We had ran down the hallway at the hospital (well I ran while pushing you in a wheelchair. Ever since you started chemo your legs aren't quite as strong as what they used to be)

We caused trouble in the cafeteria and ran and hid inside of a supply closet. While we were in there we spent a couple minutes making out.

We ended up back in the wing that took care of all the cancer patients. As we were going down the hallway a nurse walked out with a little girl. She had her hand on her I.V. stand as she pulled it along behind her. The nurse walked with her hand on the little girl's back to keep her steady. I unknowingly paused and watched as the duo walked past us.

"Jungkook?" Even after they had walked around the corner my eyes didn't leave where they were once stood.

It is a cruel world we live in.

A cruel fucking world that angels like the two of you were forced to live in. Everyone that has cancer or will fight with it do not deserve a world like this. All of you deserve a place where you can be safe and happy and to live in a peaceful manor without feeling constant pain. All of you deserve so much more love than what this world is willing to give.

I had finally turned away and wheeled you back to your room. I helped you back up to your bed. Once you were comfortably sat, I stepped back and sat in the chair next to your bed.

"Its okay, love." I kept my gaze on my shoes as you spoke.

"I am sorry about earlier. I wasn't thinking straight and I now know that it was inappropriate and unfair of me to ask you to give up your life just because I can't handle a little pain. I'm better now though, I promise." I finally brought my eyes up to look at you.

"I love you, Yoongi."

"I love you more, Jungkook."

~Kookie