A Love Letter ⭐Yoonkook⭐

Letter 92

Dear Yoongi,

Namjoon invited all the boys over today. They had came over and sat around my living room with me.

They had brought some pizza and drinks. All of them began digging into the food but I couldn't bring myself to eat anything. It didn't feel right to be surrounded by all our friends but not you.

"Jungkookie, you should eat." Tae passed me a plate with a piece of cheese pizza on it. I stared down at it and wrapped my arms around myself.

"I'm not hungry." All the boys stared at me.

"Yes you are. When was the last time you ate?" I looked away from Jin and thought about it. It has been three days since I last ate. I had ate breakfast and lunch the day you went away but other than that I haven't had anything.

In response to him, I just shrugged.

"Please eat just one slice." I glared over to Hoseok.

"I am not hungry." All the boys sighed as he sat the plate down in front of me.

"Well, if you do become hungry, it is right there for you."

They ate slowly as if to try and drive me insane. Do they not understand that I don't want to be here anymore? I want nothing but death. There isn't anything here worth keeping me alive anymore. I felt tears beginning to roll down my face again.

"Hey, what's going on?" Tae had scooted over to me and wrapped an arm around me. Before I could even think about it, words tumbled out of my mouth.

"I wish I was dead." The room went silent and I knew I had fucked up.

"Don't say that."

"Jungkookie."

"Please don't."

"No you don't."

"We need you here." I looked up at Jimin when he said that.

"No you don't." They all nodded and moved to surround me.

"You are one of our closets friends. Nothing would be the same without you." I shook my head at them.

"But nothing will ever be the same without Yoongi." They all reached over to hug me.

"He wouldn't want you to be sad."

"You have to live on for him."

I have to live on for him.

I have to live for you.

I have to live.

I have to.

For you.

For you.

For Min Yoongi.

For Min Yoongi, I will live.

~Kookie