BOY WITH HORMONES (Book 1) // K.T.H x Reader [✔️]

Chapter 23 - [ Rose ]18+

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[[You]]

He takes a step closer and my breath hikes. I miss him too. I miss his laugh and him being constantly rude to me, I must be crazy, but I love this man. Is it worth to give him another chance though? Will he hurt me again? I don't know what else to say to him. I don't even know if I am actually still angry at him. He has explained everything and seriously, it makes me want to pat him on the back for telling me the truth.

"Y/n?" Taehyung's voice breaks me from my thought. For the first time today, I get to look him directly in his eyes and something inside me just breaks. He was crying, I could see a trail of tears down his cheeks and a red ring around his eyes. And I did this to him. No. He did this to himself.

"I don't know what to say to you Taehyung." I say almost whispering.

"Forgive me, say that you forgive me." Taehyung's voice cracks. "It's not that easy Taehyung." I start to feel a little bit guilty and Taehyung's frown deepen.

"You still couldn't forgive me after I told you everything? Why? You don't trust in what I just tell you?" Taehyung raises his voice and my chest tightens, "I can't just forgive you so easily, it doesn't work that way." He doesn't get it. He still made all of this a deal to be with me. I understand that his intentions weren't bad, but how do I know if he isn't just using me to get something again.

"Then what can I do for you so that you could forgive me? Tell me, I'll do it." Taehyung searched for my eyes, but I can't look at him any longer, it would destroy me.

"I don't want you to do anything Taehyung. I don't know, maybe we could be just friends?"

"You must be kidding me!?" he let out a disagreeing scoff as he paces around and his hands tugging on his roots. 

"No, I'm not." I tell him and he slams the wall, just inches from my face. Making me flinch from my place as my eyes go wide. "Taehyung!" I yell. He could've killed me.

"What's wrong with being just the way we are before?" Taehyung furrows his brows. "I'm scared Taehyung, what if you will hurt me again?" I admit and sounding so pathetic.

"Fine, if being friends with you means to be near you, then I'll fucking take it." his facial expression changes so quickly, a smirk grows on his face which made him look menacing that it sends chills down my spine. He lets out a loud disappointed sigh and walks away. "Where are you going?" I ask him, worried about his sudden change of attitude.

"None of your business, Friend." He winks and continues walking away. 

I did the right thing... 

right?

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[[Taehyung]]