right? - d. twins✔️

iii

grayson grabs my wrist, pulling me up the stairs and to our bedroom. in one swift motion, i am completely exposed in front of him.

he towers over me, and i wiggle my way back onto the bed but he grabs my legs and rips me towards him. i yelp.

"don't back away from me, baby girl." he says, that evil glint in his eye.

"i thought you would be more comfortable up here." i say breathlessly.

"i'm real comfortable right where i am." and with that, i lose all control against him. when he kisses my neck, images of my life before him flash in my mind.

i come from a small dairy farm in wisconsin , and i had a huge family. until they all got wiped out by cancer, and now all that i have left is two of my sisters and my dad. when grayson introduced me to this luxurious life i'm living, or it seems that way anyway, i was blown away.

he was absolute perfection.

now his lips have met mine, and i can't take it any longer. i push all other thoughts from my head, leaving me only to think about what's going on in the here and now. i kiss him harder, hoping that it will convince him that he doesn't need to hit me again for awhile.

it usually does the trick, until he gets mid way. that's when the rough stuff starts. i'll be the first to admit, i'd try almost anything once. i've conquered many firsts with grayson, many of which i always pray to be the last.

sex is supposed to be fun, exciting, a double person effort. it stopped being that way too early into the game. it's grayson's way, or no way. i've done so much crazy shit i even surprise myself when i think back on it. it actually made me feel low, dirty, belittled.

did I always want to feel this way?

was I supposed to feel that way?

every day...?

when he's finished with me, i leave him sleeping in the bed, and slip into the bathroom to inspect the multiple 'love' bites he's left on my skin. luckily, most of them are on my legs or inner thigh, a place no one will see if i wear pants instead of dresses or shorts for a couple days until they heal. i was going to shower, try and scrub away how dirty i felt, but i didn't want to chance him waking up and coming in for more.

so, instead, i do something i never thought i'd be able to do.