Magcon Babe❤️

Chapter 11- razor

Emilys pov

I woke up wrapped in taylors arms. I remembered what happened last night and how matt and i were over. Im with taylor now. As i was thinking to myself, taylor woke up.

"Hey babe."

Damn that morning voice is like sex.

I smiled, "keep talking"

"Morning voice?" I nodded

He laughed and got out of bed.

There was a knock on the door so i went to get it.

I opened it and you wanna know who was there? No not matt. That blonde bitch. Wait why am i calling her a bitch? Matt can do whatever she wants with her.

"Can i help you?" I said with an attitude.

"Actually i just wanted to warn you that if you get your fat ugly ass anywhere near matt, i will cut you."

She grabbed my arm "oh it seems like you already have."

"P-please leave" i was on the verge of tears

She walked away laughing and i closed the door and went straight into the bathroom.

As you now know, i cut. I have for 5 years now and it relieves so much stress. I started after my i was bullied really bad. I started to believe everything so i started to cut.

I was in the bathroom and searched for my razor.. I found it and put 2 deep cuts in my right arm. 1 for matt and 1 for th blonde... What even is her name? I cleaned up and put some bandages on.

I walked out and taylor was right there. I looked shocked and taylor looked down.

"Why?" He asked.

"What are you talking about?"

He gently grabbed my wrist and pulled up my sleeve. He looked at all my scars and bandages.

"May i?"

I nodded but was confused.

He brought be over to the bed and sat down next to me. He carefully put on the bandages and set them aside. He brought my arm to his lips and kissed every single scar. I was watching him in awe.

By the time he was done i had tears on my face. He looked up and wiped away my tears

"Why are you crying?"

"Nobody has cared about me this much before.."

He pulled me in for a hug and whispered in my ear.

"Emily i love you so much. Ill be here for you, i promise. I care about you. Please dont do this again."

I smiled a little and nodded and pulled him in for another tight hug.

"I love you taylor."

"I love you too em"

A/N: for everyone that self harms, dont do it. Im here for u if you wanna talk. You are worth it and dont let anyone tell you otherwise.