Mental 2 | Jungkook

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End of backstory | Y/N's POV

"and so I ran.. ran continuously for who knows how long.. and somehow I found this place about a week later" he said to me as he looked down on the floor.

I couldn't help myself, tears were running my cheeks continuously and I just couldn't find myself to make it stop after hearing what happened to him.

I was completely speechless.

He rolled up his sleeves and showed me the scars on both of his wrists which proved to be pretty deep.

"I-I'm sorry.." I sobbed.

He lifted his head up and saw me breaking down in tears that my eyes were bloodshot red.

"Hey.. don't cry! I'm still alive aren't I?" He softly said to me.

I wiped my wet face and sniffed, I was looking like a mess and I didn't care at that moment.

"I truly am sorry Jungkook.."

"What's there for you to be sorry about? You didn't have anything to do with this!" He pointed out.

"If I could have just saved you on time... if I could have just ran to you earlier before those lunatics took you away, then maybe there was a chance of saving you, but instead I was late and you just experienced a place that was even worse than the asylum"

He gently put his hand on my shoulder and looked at me closely.

"Don't blame yourself please, If there is someone to blame then it's obviously Mia" his face expression changed as he said her name, which he hasn't said in a long time because of the hatred.

"You don't know how much I missed you, all this time I thought you were really dead, I was hoping for a miracle that somehow you are alive.. and here you are" I confessed.

"I.. I missed you too, a lot. But.." he stopped and sighed.

"I don't understand you, if you missed me then why didn't you come back?"

He bit his lip, he didn't know how to explain it to me.

"I-It's complicated.. I don't want to talk about it.. and.. I realized it's getting late.. plus you need your leg bandaged"

I looked down at my leg and saw a little blood flowing down from it. I didn't even realize till now due to me listening to his story.

Jungkook slowly got up and was about to start walking away.

I quickly stood up and and grabbed his shoulder "What do you mean? Are you saying you're going to leave again? After meeting me?" I asked.

Jungkook didn't know what to do in this situation at all, he wanted to leave as fast as possible but he also didn't want to leave and stay with me as long as possible.

"Come with me, come back home Jungkook."

"(Y/N) please-"

"I mean it. Come back to where you really live, so you can go back to university, have a real home, meet your friends.. everything" I offered.

I continued to make him somehow accept my offer.

"Come back to your father who's been worried sick about you, how long has it been since you last met him? Almost a year and half? He probably got a heart attack after finding out his son has deceased by committing suicide, don't you want to see him happy knowing it was all fake? Don't you want to meet him again?"

"How can I.. what about my house here, what about Cloud?" He asked.

"Don't worry about it! There's plenty of space in the car. Just don't complain anymore, please just come back" I begged.

"I.. I guess.."

"You're acting as if that's a bad thing, I seriously don't understand"

He lifted his head up and looked at me.

I guess it's okay to be a little selfish..
He thought to himself.

"You know what? I'm going with you" He said.

I giggled happily and hugged him tight.

I couldn't help myself, I felt so happy at this moment. He was shocked by the sudden reaction of myself and softly smiled.

"I missed you.." I said to him again.

"Yeah.. I missed you too" He replied and hugged me back.

TO BE CONTINUED