ALPHA LUKA

Chapter 12

"Get out!," I hiss covering my breasts with my arms sprinting towards the restroom slamming the door shut. I hastily grab the towel that's hanging on the rail wrapping it around me.

The door bursts open which causes me to turn around frustratingly. "I seriously do not want to look nor talk to you at all right now... more like ever!," I grumble squinting my silvery-blue eyes at him. Luka casually leans against the door frame looking almost bored by my words as he fills up a glass of liquor that's elegantly sitting on the counter of the sink. The more unfazed he looks the more my blood boils.

"Are you done?," he yawns taking a sip of this dark liquid.

This sends my temper over the edge as I clench my jaw and fists. The amount of anger I'm feeling right now is indescribable. I've never been an angry she-wolf, but since meeting this alpha anger is all I've been feeling lately.

Anger and pain.

"How could you do that with that she-wolf?!," I growl. The scenes of him having sex with that dark haired she-wolf plays in my mind setting me off to a whole new level of anger and hurt I've ever experienced before.

"Excuse me? I can do what I please goddess. I am the alpha and single may I add," Luka blankly says glaring straight at me.

"I am your mate for moon sakes!," I grit my teeth.

I'm perfectly aware of how much Luka doesn't want me as a mate. He's made that very clear from the day we touched accidentally. However, he is my mate and the moon along with fate destined us for one another. There's no way you can escape fate right? Doesn't he feel this same bond as me? Am I the only one that feels this magnetic connection towards the mate bond?

"I don't fucking want you Alyja!," Luka bluntly grunts slamming the glass of liquor on the counter harshly. Spilled liquor is now all over the counter.

My heart stops beating as his harsh words echoes through my ears. I drop my gaze to the ground not wanting to show him I'm on the verge of crying. It's not just his words that are stabbing my heart. It's the way his face expression is. No sign of any emotion, but coldness and almost hate that runs across his facial expression.

"Then why did you fucking kiss me?!," I scold no longer being able to hold back my anger. No matter how patient, kind, and positive you try to be with those that treat you with such disrespect it eventually drains you out completely. Luka has ran out of chances with me. As much as I love and adore my mate. I can no longer be kind.

"It was a fucking mistake. I already told you that Alyja," Luka retorts angrily clenching his fists and jaw.

"Mistake?," I mutter gritting my teeth. All my life I wanted to meet my mate. See how he looked like, how his voice sounded like, and I always assumed his personality would be a male version of mine. Almost like alpha Edon, but I got the complete opposite of everything I hoped for and was taught by Adamaris.

She lied to me about everything.

The mate bond isn't always sacred nor sweet full of love and devotion.

It's all bullshit.

"I hate you!"

"I hate you too!," he spat throwing the glass of liquor against the wall. Shattered glass spluttered all over the wooden floor.

I flinch from the sudden act I wasn't at all expecting from an alpha. Alphas are suppose to be mature, well behaved, and protective of their empire. Instead this alpha is the opposite of all these traits.

"Why would the moon pair me up with someone like you? You're so mean," I mumble holding back my tears.

"I suggest you go run to alpha Edon because I don't want you as my mate and never will!"