The Wine in Your Thoughts

Cold trust

We were so cold to show what we never felt. Some days we were all into it and the others we lose the tempo.
Not calling you because it seems not worth it. I spent the last few hours wondering what will be next and what will be the new end.
Some things never change.
Emotions are always the temperature of the little flame to start the fights.
Can it be more than just a simple talk?
Is love really that hard?
Maybe we are not meant for it or maybe we are too caught up into each other, that the other things seem impossible.
I can't be there for you.
And you can't for me.
Things change way too quick and you are always there to judge.
Not saying the same for me.
I hope one day we can get through.
All lies and uncertainty will be our past weaknesses.
I never think to be your main one.
It seem to be a lie and the certainty of you not doing the same with someone else will always be in my mind.
Our trust is too weak for this story.
If we can't trust each other then why continue, why claim we love each other if neither of us know what that means in reality.

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