The Wine in Your Thoughts

Do you deserve this?

You wake up next to him every morning hoping that you're the only one in this position.
Every time he walks out of that door you hope that he'll come back to you.
Every time you call and there is no answer
you hope that he's okay.
It must be difficult.
Why you have to live on the edge of feelings just because you don't want to get hurt?
Living in a tension that by any wrong move everything falls apart.
Do you deserve this?
Do you deserve being half treated?
Do you deserve this unfairness?
Do you deserve walking out in that street and people look at you as a joke because of him?
Don't think so.
Lift yourself
You can do better than that.
If he wants to go let him.
Don't make a fool of yourself for him.
Leave
If it's meant to be it will work out.
If you have to question yourself every day his loyalty, it's not worth it.
Be sure of what you want and move on.
There is better for you out there.

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