True Survivor (James Yammouni Fanfic)

Chapter 14

Jai's POV

Seeing James be this attached to someone is a nice experience. Before things happened with Luke and everything James was thinking about pulling out of the Janoskians. He was struggling with not seeing his family everyday, but that all changed when Ally turned up.

Am I happy that someone is slowly taking one of my best friends away from me? Or should I just suppress the feeling of losing someone close to someone who needed help more than I ever will.

I was quickly restrained from my thoughts when my phone vibrated in my back pocket, I pulled it out and it was a message from James

"Jai, I know its late and all but will you please get Jacob over here? I need to bring Ally back to ours, I can't leave her here. I will tell you all the details when I get chance but please" just by this message alone, I knew something was up but I had no time to think about anything. I was lying in bed with Emily, her head was placed on my bare chest and her fingers were ever so slightly tracing over my tattoos. I looked down at her petite body and smiled. I always thought to myself

'how did Luke and I end up with such a great girl? and now being able to call her my girlfriend was the best feeling ever'

As much as I wanted to just be lying with her, I had to help James. I carefully moved her off my chest and on to the pillow beside her. She mumbled something before turning over. I got off the bed and grabbed a t-shirt off the floor and shoved it on and walked out my room and down to the kitchen where Jacob was sat with Daniel

"Jacob, I need you to take me to Allys. I don't know exactly why but it sounds pretty serious. James texted me about five minutes ago"

"Come on then, do you know any details?" Jacob asked

"nope, know nothing" I said while getting my shoes on.

We left the house and drove down the streets of L.A

James' POV

After Ally left her room, I decided to have a little look round. I looked at her dresser, she had pictures with who I presume are her friends, the odd picture with Jack and just random bits and pieces scattered across the top of the dresser. There wasn't much in this room but I suppose when you are in and out of hospital you don't need much in your room. I sat back down on the bed and looked around, and started thinking; something I don't do often. If you knew Ally personally then you would understand the pain she's been through. But if you just walked past her, you would think she was a normal 18 year old girl with no worries in the world but how wrong they were. I then remembered the note Ally read before, all she said was that it was from Jack and how he has just gone away for a few months with friends now Ally has us boys.

I could here muffled sobs coming from somewhere, then I remembered Ally was in Jacks room. I got off the bed and opened the door, the sobs got louder with every step I took to Jacks room. I walked in and Ally was hysterical. I grabbed her and held her tight, we slid down the wall and she just cried.

After ten minutes of Ally crying, she finally stopped but her breathing was heavy.

"Ally what happened."

"Jack.. H-he's left me" she said in between sobs

"What? Why?" she just passed me a note and I read it.

My mood went from upset to angry within seconds. How could he leave her? He knows more about her than anybody else does and he just drops her? Ally was trying to remain calm but deep down I knew she wanted to do something else

"I am such a fuck up James" she said

"No your not Ally" I reassured her

"YES I AM JAMES, EVERYONE IN MY WHOLE LIFE, LEFT ME. MY MUM, DAD, FRIENDS AND ALL MY FAMILY. I THOUGHT JACK WAS THE ONLY PERSON WHO UNDERSTOOD AND WAS GOING TO BE HERE FOR ME BUT NO, HE HAS GONE AND LEFT ME. I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE ANYMORE JAMES. I JUST FUCK WITH EVERYONE'S LIVES. YOU BOYS ONLY PUT UP WITH ME BECAUSE YOU FEEL SORRY FOR ME AND YOU WILL GET BORED OF ME THEN LEAVE, THEN I WILL HAVE NODOBY" she shouted while standing up

"Ally don't you dare say that you don't deserve to live. Us boys will not leave you, we want to help you but we can't force the help on you. If you need help we will be here for you but don't you ever say those words again. It's there fault for leaving you. They don't know what they are missing out on. You are such a great girl Ally, I can't see my life without you anymore. You saved me from pulling out of the best job in the world, because you showed me its easy to give up but if you keep fighting then your stronger than you think" I said while walking after her

"Don't bullshit me James, everyone has said that and they all fucking left. So I think it would be easier if you got out of my house so I can be alone and just get out of your life before I ruin yours" she said while walking into the kitchen. I had to text someone to come get us before she does actually do anything under my watch. So I texted Jai and told him to come get us quick.

She walked over to the medicine cabinet, opened it and pulled out a bottle

"Please Ally you are worth more than this, can't you see? You have people who care for you and your just pushing them away. Put the bottle down" I said. She had opened it with shaky hands and started pouring the pills onto the palm of her hand.

"Ally please? I care for you, I will make sure your happy" I said and she placed her hand back on the kitchen counter and her head drooped. I walked over to her and placed my hand at the bottom of her back and pulled her in for a hug. The pills dropped all over the floor and she started crying into my shirt again. After what felt like forever she pulled away, dry tears on her face, her eyes puffy and red. She stared into my eyes, her brown orbs staring at me. Ally was leaning in and there was no way in hell I was stopping her, so I leant in with her.

Our lips finally touched, moving in sync with one another. I licked her bottom lip asking for entrance which she quite happily excepted, the kiss was deep and passionate. It felt right being stood here and I'm sure all of Ally's worries disappeared because mine certainly did. But all things come to and end at some point and ours came when Jai ran into the kitchen

"oh erm, I'll just leave you a sec" he said before running back out.

I looked at Ally and smiled, she actually had a genuine smile on her face and it was a great feeling knowing that it was me who caused it.