Jessica
It's been about a month since we got back from August's mom's place and me and him have I guessed patched everything up. We are on speaking terms and with me being 8 months me and him FaceTime regularly so he can see how I'm growing and other things. I miss him more than anything and I'm just ready for him to be home again even if he isn't with me, yet. From the looks of things when he gets back he'll be with me anyway. We haven't heard from Sabrina since we got back but she's been out and about promoting this new place of hers. Her and this girl named Rhena, who I'm guessing is Trey Songz girlfriend, are opening this place that has everybody going wild over. Honestly I don't give a fuck I wish her absolutely no success and I pray she's done with August so me and him can finally pursue our relationship. I know I sound like a hating bitch but I'm not, I just hate to see bitches do good when I absolutely Loathe them.
Sabrina
It's been a month now and I'm two months pregnant and into my apartment and the opening of my new place is happening. After Rhena and I hit it off so well, it only made sense for me to go into business with her. Our promoting is amazing and people can't stop talking about it. We've had all types of artistes hit us up to be the first ones in and quite honestly I'm happy, and when I say happy I mean genuinely ecstatic. I'm finally in the position where I can fend for myself completely, I can take care of Christian, and I've even started decorating the new baby's room. It's only at nights does it set in that I'm alone. That's when August blows up my phone the most and that's when I realize I'm alone for the first time since I've moved to Atlanta with August. Rhena has been trying to get me out there dating again but I've got way too much going on and I know deep in my heart I'm not over him. I also know that sooner or later I will have to speak with him for both Christian and the baby's sake.
It was now a day left of the grand opening of me and Rhena's place and we were sitting with a decorator discussing what we wanted done. For some reason morning sickness had decided to hit me at this given moment but I had to hold it down. However my face showed everything. "Brina you ok mama" Rhena said adding in her nickname she'd given me. "Just a lil morning sickness. I don't understand though because with Christian I never had it" I said back puzzled. " Oh you'll be fine that just means you're having a girl" she said laughing. I was praying for a girl. I've always wanted a son first and then a daughter so he can watch over her. "Yeah I hope so" I said rubbing the little pudge that was forming. "Awww my little mamas gonna be all fat and chunky" Rhena said rubbing my stomach. "Anyways did you hear about who's going to be at the grand opening tomorrow" "Everyone duh" I said laughing. "Nooooo I mean there's someone in specific who's going to be there that you might know" "Who ?" "Yo baby daddy " she said laughing. My smile faded. She couldn't be serious. It had been a month and I wasn't ready to see him. I needed more time, and I just knew there would an excess amount of drama tomorrow if he showed. "Are you serious" "Yep. Trey told me last night. Says that he got a break from the tour and wanted to come and support you" Support me ? Me and him haven't had a conversation in a month. I'd like to keep it that way. He wasn't thinking bout supporting me when he was fucking Jessica was he ? So why the fuck was he trying to now! "Oh my god" I said touching my forehead and sitting down. "Don't worry mama you need to talk to him anyway. Y'all have more than enough to discuss. " As usual she was right but I didn't want to hear that. "I think I'm gonna be sick" I said before I ran to the bathroom and let it all out. Great.
(Grand opening)
August
Jessica and I had just arrived at the now crowded scene of the grand opening of Sabrina and Rhena's spot. I was impressed. The place was nice and filled with celebrities and fans. Thank God for VIP. I know you probably wondering why I brought Jessica but she begged and claimed that she hadn't been out much. She's 8 months pregnant she didn't need to go no where but she insisting so I let her.
