Sabrina
It was 3 o'clock in the morning and I couldn't sleep. I was hungry, sad, hormonal, and extremely horny. I couldn't help it though I was pregnant. Christian was still at Rhena's so I had no one to play with so I decided to FaceTime August. He answered on the third ring in nothing but his basketball shorts and no shirt. He was so yummy "Hey baby girl" he said smiling at me. "How you holding up" he asked me. "I'm good, I was just calling to talk to you about something real quick" "Uh oh must be serious. What's up" he asked. I took a sigh not being sure he'd know how to take this. "Alright well I started dating someone and we've been talking for a week but I think we're going to be serious. I just wanted to be the first to tell you so it wouldn't be like you found out from something or someone else. Regardless of everything that happened with us, I still consider you my best friend." He was silent for what seemed like forever. "August say something" "Um I really don't know what to say" he took another pause. "Has he met Christian" "No, like I said we have only been talking for a week. I want to make sure we're going last before I bring in my children." "Yeah but it has to be serious if you're telling me about it. We both know how you are and how long it takes you to commit. Who is the guy, do I know him" "Uhm I'm sure you've heard of him. He's J.Cole" He chuckled a bit. "How did that happen" "He came into the studio, we started talking, and we've kind of been inseparable since then" "Inseparable ? You guys aren't fucking right " he asked a little too blunt. "August of course not. I would never disrespect you like that. I'm carrying your baby, if me and him do anything it'll have to be after it's born." "Speaking of "it" when will we find out the sex of her." I laughed. "What makes you think it's a girl" "I don't know if it's a girl I just hope it is. I've got two boys already, and you know I've always told you I wanted to have my boys first so they could be older than her and protect her." "I hope it's a girl too. She'd be so gorgeous. I hope she has you skin complexion but my features. I pray she doesn't inherit your big head." "So you got jokes" he said laughing. "I'm just saying the labor pains for Christian were excruciating all because of his head. I know he for sure got that from his daddy's side of the family. Even mama's head is big" "Aye speaking of mama have you spoken to her since everything happened" he asked. "No I haven't I'm honestly too afraid to." "Well I'll be honest with you. She called me crying" That broke my heart. "Oh my gosh no. What she say" "She wasn't mad that you were a stripper she was just upset you didn't tell her and that she felt like it was her fault for not teaching you better. She's real heartbroken" I couldn't help the tears that started to form in the back of my eyes. At this moment I hated Jessica but I hated myself more. "Sabrina don't cry. I knew I should've never told you that. I swear I'm going to kill Jessica for this shit" he said upset. " No, no this is my fault. If I would've told her she wouldn't have felt that way. Jessica didn't have to expose me like but at the end of the day this is my fault." I said wiping my tears. "She exposed you for all the wrong reasons though. How could you possibly not want to rip her head off" "For one I'm pregnant, for two if I retaliated, I'd be just as bad as her. God gone handle her, I've washed my hands with her ungrateful ass. I just know one thing she better be glad I'm a changed woman cause we both know if she would've done this two years ago this situation wouldn't have been too pretty" "Yeah I guess you right. I'm actually thinking bout getting full custody of Jayden. I don't want my son around somebody with so much hate inside of them." he admitted to me. "You right but I think you should think about that I mean that's still his mama even if she is a bitch. Everybody need some type of mother figure in their lives" "Speaking of that, would you be able to help me if I did get full custody of him. I know I wouldn't be able to do it on my own. I'd need your help as always. I know we not together no more, I promise I won't over step any boundaries I'm just asking my bestfriend to help me raise him" "Of course I would help. It's gonna be hard but I'll always be there for you Aug you know that. You'd also have to realize tho that I already have Christian and the other baby so we'd have to work with three babies but I'm down" "Man I love you Sabrina" he said laughing. "Yea, yea I know I love you too but I'm sleepy it was nice talking like this. I really miss you." "Don't start with that sentimental stuff girl but I miss you too. I'll let you sleep. Give Christian love for me goodnight beautiful " "Goodnight Pookie" I said throwing in his old nickname. He laughed before he hung up the phone. I put it away and dozed off.
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Short Chapter just to update. 😘😘
