Loving the Enemy [ Negan x reader ] ~ Discontinued

{Chapter 2} Edited!

~ 4 days later ~

As I got out of bed to get dressed, I heard the voice i didn't want to hear, Negan's. Immediately, Carl ran into my room.

" Get into your closet! i'll cover you up with shit! just go!"

I climbed in and before i knew it, I was covered up with so much. After about an hour of waiting, I heard footsteps walking into my room. I held my breath as those footsteps opened the closet door. I could see his or hers feet but not the face.

"Oh Y/n ~ "

Shit it's Negan!

"She's not here yet Negan! She's running out to get you stuff for today! "

"Okay. I'll wait here for her."

"Mo you'll come downstairs. "

Negan laughed and followed dad. Why did i have to be drug into this whole mess? Why did Negan kill Glenn and Abraham? Why couldn't he choose me? When i heard the downstairs door close, i climbed out of the closet and quietly walked to the staircase. I glanced down and saw my dad and Carl but not Negan. I wanted to start going down but I had a bad feeling if I did. Right when i was going to turn around, I heard the front door open again. and Negan was back. And he was going up the stairs, quickly. I ran as quietly as I could into my dad's room but Negan saw me, and grabbed me.

"There you are Y/n. Pack your bag with your shit cause we're leaving in 15 minutes."

I dragged myself into my room and started to pack the suitcase I had. I grabbed 5 pairs of jeans, 6 shirts, undergarments, socks, and my tooth and hair brush. I walked downstairs after I packed my things and ran into my dad's arms, crying. Negan came down the stairs, and started to laugh. 

"This is just breakin' my little heart. Come on Y/n. We are leavin' right now."

i wipes the tears and grabbed my suitcase. Negan took it out of my hand and stormed to his truck. i followed slowly with my head down. the blonde one with a scarred face looked at me in pity. i slid into Negans truck and pulled my legs to my chest, crying.

"Just deal with it and shut up."

After about a 2 hour drive, we arrived at the compound. Negan got out, walked to my door and drug me out by my arm. We walked into the compound area, and through several corridors. At the end of the hallway, there was a series of metal doors, and he opened a metal door and pushed me in.

"You'll learn that you bein' in here is a whole hell of a lot worse than bein' with me."

He shut the door without another door, locking it behind him. But before i thought it was over, he put on a loud blasting song, making it even worse for myself. after hours of laying in that room, I finally fell asleep, tuning out the loudness of that hellish song. I heard the door open and felt myself get picked up and carried. I opened up my eyes and negan was carrying me to his room.

"What're you going to do to me?"

"Lay you down and let you sleep comfortably."

"Thanks."

Once he opened a door, he set me on his bed and went to his closet. he grabbed out a white shirt and threw it at me.

"Get changed in the bathroom, and then you can go to sleep. "

"I have my own clothes, where's my bag?"

"Shit forgot. I'll get it. Don't fucking move."

I glanced at the ground and waited for his return. Once he did, he put my bag next to me and I grabbed out a large white t-shirt, and leggings. I walked into his bathroom and changed. When I got out, he was laying on the couch.

"Come here."

I walked to the seat across from him.

"Why are you so obedient? I took you from your family for Christ Sakes."

"Cause if I'm being forced to stay here, might as well follow the rules."

" Ah. What did you do before this?"

"I was in college for 3 years in a law major. Wanted to be a lawyer since i was 6. What did you do?"

"God fucking damn, no wonder you're so fucking smart. And I was a P.E. teacher, pathetic I know."

I lightly laughed, and started to play with the bracelet on my wrist.

"Who got you that?"

"Oh the guy I was with before all this shit happened. We were together for 9 years, but he died protecting me."

"Damn that sucks. My wife died of cancer right when this all went down."

"Sorry bout that."

"Well you can have the bed, I'll sleep on the couch."

"Alright."

I walked over to his bed and pulled the sheets over my body, and it was toasty warm. once I got comfortable, i heard Negan snoring. it was quiet. I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep but I kept hearing shuffling. I opened one eye and saw Negan sitting up, glancing over at me. I lifted myself onto my arm.

"Why're you awake? Couch not comfy?"

"I can't sleep, I guess I'm not tired."

"You got bags under your eyes. Sleep here, I'll take the couch."

He shook his head no but sat at the edge of the bed.

"Why did you agree to come with me?"

"Cause I didn't want my family being killed."

"Why didn't you just tell me no. i would've taken your brother."

"I wouldn't have wanted that. it would've broke my heart. him, my dad and ju- yeah him and my dad are the only ones i have left. my mom died at the start."

"Fuck you've lost a lot of people."

"You can see that."

He rubbed my thigh, but i pushed his hand away.

"Please don't."

"Sorry."

I sat up, and got up to get ready for the day ahead of me.