Loving the Enemy [ Negan x reader ] ~ Discontinued

{Chapter 15}

Y/n POV

After the drive back home, Negan got out of the truck, slammed the door, and walked in, forgetting to let me out. I quickly got out and followed behind him, and went into his room right behind him.

"Negan.."

"Please leave. I don't want to harm you."

"You won't. Come here."

He dropped Lucille and came to me and hugged me. I led him to his bed, and sat him down, allowing him to get comfy. I went into his closet, and gave him a shirt to get changed into. I grabbed another one for myself, and got dressed in the bathroom. I looked at myself and saw that I was beginning to gain a little weight, thankfully. I walked back out and saw Negan, asleep. I slowly walked over, picked up Lucille and placed her on the table, and turned off all the lights, and climbed into bed next to him. He snuggled up to my side and lightly snored. I smiled and kissed the top of his head. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

Dream

Negan and I were at Alexandria, and it was it was like nothing happened in Alexandria. It wasn't blown up, everything was perfect.

"Hey. Are you in there?"

"Yes I am, just thinking."

My dad walked out in front of me, and gave me a little girl.

"Here's Elena. Thank you for letting me see my granddaughter!"

"Oh thanks dad, anytime."

I walked away and looked down at the little baby, and she resembled me and Negan. Negan walked in front of me and pushed the small hair out of her face, and smiled.

"She's beautiful, like her mother."

I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. I looked at him again and he was a walker. Horrified, I fell back and moved Elena away from me and Negan began to bite me, and kill me.

End of Dream

I woke up with a start but began breathing. I looked over and Negan was sitting up, awake.

"Heyy..why are you awake?"

"Couldn't sleep. What'd you dream about, you were sweating."

"It was just a nightmare, we had a daughter, and you were a Walker and you attacked me."

"Damn."

I turned on the bedside lamp, and saw that he was bleeding from his head. I grabbed his hand and took him to the bathroom. I sat on the counter and grabbed a bandage.

"If I don't clean this up, this will be infected, and you'll get sick."

"Thanks for helping me."

He grabbed my thighs and began to slowly cry.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't know! I just having had someone care this much since Lucille. And frankly I'm so scared to lose you because of something I did."

"Baby, you will not lose me, ever. I promise you. No matter what is thrown at you, at me, at us. I promise."

He kissed me, like he has never kissed me before. He held my face, and pulled me closer. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and he picked me up. He carried me to his bed and climbed on top of me, kissing me even more.

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Third Person POV