Loving the Enemy [ Negan x reader ] ~ Discontinued

{Chapter 5} Edited!

Y/n pov

When I woke up, i saw that Negan was still here. But the sad thing was is that he has tears rolling down his cheeks. I shook him to wake him up and I accomplished this.

"Hey, you're crying. what's wrong?"

"Bad dream, don't worry about it."

I shook my head and stretched. I walked to my closet and grabbed a black tee shirt and a pair of blue jeans. I went to the bathroom to get changed and while i was, I heard my door slam shut.

"Asshole...."

I walked out and locked my door and laid back down. Man can't he be a grump. I got up and went to the eating hall. while walking, I ran into his second and command.

"Shit! I'm sorry."

"Don't worry about it. You're Negan's new wife...?"

"No, he took me from my home but he's quite comforting to be around. My name is Y/n! what's yours?"

"Simon."

I shook his hand and continued onto the eating hall. Once I got in, I saw that the conditions were horrible, as it was dirty and cramped. I walked down the stairs and went to where I saw food, and grabbed an apple and a pancake. I sat down at one of the back tables and started to eat. Once I finished, I put my plate in the garbage and started walking back to my room, but before I got there, Negan walked into the hall. Everyone kneeled but myself and I just kept walking, thinking nothing of it. Once I made it to my room, I grabbed a book and started to read. After about hours and hours of reading, someone was knocking at my door. I opened it and saw that Negan was standing there.

"Hey."

"Hey Negan. "

"May I come in?"

I nodded and sat back down. 

"What book are you reading?"

"It's called Pride and Prejudice."

"Oh. Look, Y/n, I'm sorry for being an asshole this morning, i didn't mean a word of it."

I smiled at him and nodded. He stood up and started to leave but I stopped him.

"You don't have to leave, you can stay for a while if you'd like."

"al-fucking-ready."

He sat across from me and just stared.

"What're you looking at?"

"You. You know I would get rid of all my wives for you. You're so much more special then them. You're unique Y/n."

"I wouldn't want that, Negan. you've been so kind towards me, don't get that wrong, but you killed my friends."

"And you killed my men."

"yeah? Well all of you are murders!"

"So are you doll. We all are!"

I slumped back in defeat. He stood up and grabbed his bat and walked out of the room. I sighed lightly and looked at the clock, and it was around 7:56pm. I put my finished book down and went to the bathroom. When i glanced at myself in the mirror, i remembered how much weight I've lost in the past 3 years. when this all started, i was around 134 pounds and now i weigh 99 pounds. I honestly am upset about this but it's alright. I grabbed a wash cloth from the cabinet and got it wet, and washed my face. I changed into a silky night dress and laid in bed, falling asleep as soon as I hit the pillow.

~Dream~

I woke up in my old home.

"Mom?!"