Loving the Enemy [ Negan x reader ] ~ Discontinued

{Chapter 21}

Negan P.O.V.

~Dream~

The baby that Y/N and I had was in my arms. But where was Y/N? I looked into the room where she would give birth in the Sanctuary but she wasn't there. The baby was asleep in my arms, though. All of a sudden, I heard yelling.

"Help me! Someone please! Bring me that tool!"

I briskly walked over to it, and saw that the doctor was working on Y/N. She was bleeding profusely from her abdomen, most likely from them having to cut the baby out. I ran over, placing the baby down in the small crib-like thing they had in the room, and walked to Y/N's side. 

"You are going to be fine babydoll." I began to hyperventilate, but attempted to stay strong for her.  

"Sir, I need you to back off. I am trying my hardest here to sav-"

Right then, more blood began pouring out. 

"Her heart is stopping!"

"Negan, calm down."

I walked out of the room, tears began rolling down my face. 

~End of Dream~

"Negan! Wake up baby!"

I woke up with a start, but Y/N was hovering over me, worry filling her gorgeous e/c eyes. I breathed out loudly, looking up at Y/N, then to the ceiling. 

"What happened baby?"

"I had a nightmare. You d-d-died Y/N! You gave birth then died! I don't want you to die baby!" I began bawling, but Y/N grabbed me and pulled me into her chest. 

"You know how much of a fighter I am Negan. I won't die giving birth to our baby. I will be okay, everything will be okay. Alright?"

I continued to cry and she continued to comfort me and started to play with my hair. Once I calmed down, I sat up in bed. 

"I can't live without you Y/N. You are the only person who knows how to calm me down, always."

"Anything for you my love. You will never lose me, or what we have together. I will always choose you, no matter who my father is, no matter who anyone is. Nothing can stand between the love I have for you."

I smiled and helped her up, about to get ready for the day that we have ahead of us. We then heard a knock on our door. She, only being in my shirt, went under the covers to hide her body from whoever was there. I grabbed my shirt, then opened the door, only to find Dwight. 

"They are having a meeting, people who want to kill you. It is occurring in ten minutes."

"Thanks Dwighty boy."

I closed the door, turned to Y/N, and just looked at her before speaking. 

"If this meeting involves anyone, they are all dead. I need you to hurry and get dressed and go to Arat's door and tell her to get everyone who she knows is on my side, give them guns and tell them to get their asses to a position that they can shoot the people who come out on my go."

She nodded, hurried to get dressed and ran down the hall. I got my clothes on, zipped my leather jacket up, grabbed Lucille, and walked down to where they'd be meeting. Dwight was already standing there, and I went behind the garbage dumpster. Within seconds, the door opened and I heard several men walking towards Dwight.

"Hey. Some shit huh?"

"Yeah." Spoke Dwight.

"Got to think, uh, you wanted this before we did."