Loving the Enemy [ Negan x reader ] ~ Discontinued

{Chapter 13} Edited!

Y/n POV

"I promise I choose you. I'm always gonna be by your side, Negan."

"That's my good girl. I'll be back shortly, I'm gonna make a great ass plan."

He gave me a quick kiss and walked out. I left the conference room and walked to Negan's room, collapsing onto the bed, spreading out. After waiting a while, I made my way over to where Negan would be.

"Hey."

"Hello Simon."

"I'm sorry that we didn't come out and save you and Negan. It wasn't in our priorities."

"Then what was in your priorities?"

He looked at me then walked off. I shrugged and continued to where Negan was. Once I opened the door, Negan was standing there, with a huge smile.

"I'm gonna blow the shit up in Alexandria."

"Neg-"

"Don't you dare try to convince me otherwise. They ruined our home so I'm gonna ruin theirs."

I sighed and nodded.

"Were leaving tonight. You're coming, of course you have to stay by my side but I want you to see what your father did."

"Alright."

I paced out, slamming the door behind me, disappointed in the choice that Negan made.

"Y/N you get your ass back here right now!"

I turned to him, with an eyebrow raised.

"You will not disrespect me like that again!"

"I'm SO sorry."

He walked over to me, and pushed me against the wall.

"Apologize, right fucking now."

"I already did."

"With an attitude. Now you will apologize correctly or I will not treat you so nicely."

"I'm sorry, Negan."

"That's better."

I pushed myself out of his grasp and walked to my bedroom. I grabbed a hoodie and a pair of jeans, getting dressed for whats gonna be happening tonight. After a while, Negan walked into my room, shutting the door behind him.

"Hey there."

"Hey Negan."

"If tonight turns into a shit storm, I want to know everything about your past in this dick sucking world."

"You sure?"

"Yes."

"So, it all started a week after my dad was shot and put into the hospital. Me and his best friend, Shane, went to visit him. So we were in the room and then we heard the FBI storm into the building. Shane pushed me aside and looked, but me being me I looked over his soldier. They were killing people, normal fucking people Negan. But anyways, Shane and I got out and went back to my home. I gathered my most important shit and helped Carl grab his. Shane dragged us out of the house and into his cursor. Carl was so, I don't know, quiet. We were going to go to the Police station in Atlanta but the highway was so full of innocent people. We parked and met a family, Carol, her daughter, and one prick of a husband. But she watched Carl, while I was having an anxiety attack in the car. My mom and Shane went away, who the hell knows for what, and I just fell asleep. After a week or so, we had a pretty decent group and then, my dad came. I thought I was dreaming. When I saw him, I couldn't move because of the shock I was in. When he was walking towards us, Carl in his arms, I ran so quickly to him. I jumped into his arms and was crying my heart out. But then that night walkers attacked, blah blah blah, and then we went to the CDC and the man running it let us sleep there. But when we wanted to leave, he said it was impossible, but we did it. The whole damn thing blew up. But then we moved on, going back to the highway. I forgot to mention that a horde came through on the highway and Carol's daughter ran and then got bit and died. Anyways, we were searching for Sophia and then me, Shane, Carl and my dad saw a deer. But as Carl went to pet it, he got shot. Me and my dad carried him to Hersals farm, behind thus fat dude who shot Carl. We got there, he got Carl fixed up and then asked us to move on. I was angry, because Glenn and Maggie hit it off so quickly. But then Shane let out these walkers in a barn, and Sophia was in there. It broke my heart almost as bad as it did my kid brothers. After all this happened, my dad killed Shane. That night was awful. Me and Carl saw it happen, and I was mad at my dad. I don't know why, but I was. I stormed off and went to find my mom. I told her what happened and she calmed me down, a lot. But after the farm, we found a prison. Months went on and then a dude who called himself ' The Governor ' wanted it. But he didn't get it, unfortunately, killing Hersel. After the prison, we all got separated. I was with my dad and Carl, but Carl was showing me a whole attitude. So I left. We all got separated but I found Daryl, and our old friend Beth. Beth unfortunately got kidnaped and I never saw her alive again. But we got caught by this group called Terminus, and we thought they were good but they weren't. They were gonna kill my dad and my friends but they all got out, fortunately. When we got out, I was reunited with my baby sister and it went all well. After a while, we found a farm and stayed in there, hoping for a peaceful night. But that didn't happen. Walkers tried to get in but after a few hours of this they all went away and we finally fell asleep, but the next morning, a guy named Aaron came and convinced us to go to Alexandria. My dad beat somebody up so much that he was locked up for a while, but it just blew over. Then we learned about you, and they all wanted to kill the saviors. I wanted to stop them and keep the peace but that didn't happen, and then you got us and killed Abraham and Glenn. But now here we are."

"Well damn babygirl. I'm sorry you went through all this shit."

"It's fine."

Negan got up and walked out.

*Time skip to Negan and the saviors leaving the Sanctuary*

I stepped out of the room I was waiting in as soon as Negan knocked on my door.

"Are you ready for this?"

"As ready as I'll ever be."

We walked out and all the saviors were already in their trucks. I climbed in with Negan, and we drove towards Alexandria, fear filling my body.

A/N: Hey guys!! sorry I haven't uploaded anything lately. i've had school and work so i haven't had much time. but here you guys go!! i love you all ♥️