Dear Evan Hansen x reader one shots

"We all make mistakes" Connor x reader (plus poly!Evan x reader x Zoe) part 2

Warnings: mentions of suicidal thoughts and self harm.

~*Word count: 2200+*~

Previously on "We all make mistakes"

(Reader's POV)

"You know y/n your eyes look very beautiful like always" I blushed at Evan's compliment. I had always felt strongly for Evan and Zoe but once I started dating Connor I put those feelings aside, now that I was no longer with Connor I decided to bring and ask Evan and Zoe if I could engage in a polyamorous relationship with them.

(And now back to your regularly scheduled program)

Thump thump, my heart beat ever so rapidly and I was hesitant with my decision, and I my mind flooded with thoughts of negativity; are they even polyamorous? Does Zoe even like me or any girl for that matter? Does Evan only feel strongly for Zoe? What if they say we'd be better as just friends? I decided to put those insecurities to the side and focus on how I'd ask them to let me become a part of their relationship.

I was sitting in theatre class and our teacher, Mrs.Winesburg, said that we had to choose a partner and make a modernised version of Romeo and Juliet. "This project will be performed by both students in front of the class and will be graded as a whole in regards to cooperation and teamwork, you have two weeks to work on it. Don't disappoint me." I looked over my shoulder and saw that Connor chose Alana as his partner, which was convient for me so I exchanged a knowing look with Zoe and felt excited for the first time in a week.

(Connor's POV)

I was dreading doing this project with Alana but I knew that y/n hated the fact that I even existed, so I didn't even bother trying to partner up with her. I groaned while Alana was rambling and just being annoying like she usually was but I wanted y/n to be happy so I pushed through and dealt with Alana's plans for our project to be the best. The blaring bell brought me out of my thoughts and I let out a sigh of relief. Alana got up and just kept on yapping, so I nervously laughed while looking at Zoe and y/n talking and realized that they were my excuse out.

"So I was thinking that instead of dying at the end through poison and a dagger we could-", I interrupt her while shoving various notebooks of mine into my bag, "yeah, sounds great Alana... I-I should really get going though, Zoe and um y/n are working on the project together at my place and I'm their means of transportation" "Oh...um we could work on the project at your household as well!" "No, my car can only fit so many people and my mom and dad are really strict about both of us having people over..." "Um well then how c-can we work on the project?" "It's fine, Alana, I'll find some way" "Okay Connor, I'm counting on you! My 4.5 GPA is in your hands and it cannot falter in the slightest!" "Yeah Alana I, uh, I won't let you down..."

(Timeskip brought to you by awkward car ride between Connor, Zoe and reader)

I parked my car and waited for y/n and Zoe to just get out of it and in the house so that I could sulk alone. I was brought out of my thoughts by Y/n waving her hand in front of my face, "Hey! Earth to Connor!" "Forget it y/n he's probably high..." "Tch probably, he sure does smell like he is..." I looked away from y/n too embarrassed to snap back at her with a snarky and snide remark. "Let's go inside and up to my room y/n we shouldn't worry too much about my brother", y/n looks at me one last time then scoffs and gets out of the car, Zoe follows closely behind and enters the house leaving me alone in my car with my thoughts.