Raven
I'm trying to gather my mind around the fact that, that little girl had just told me that her little girl was fathered by my husband. And it's not a far fetched accusation because that baby looks exactly like him. Like he had the baby for her. Right now, I'm in the kitchen and I'm making dinner, oh no..not enough for him. Just for me. He can go over there and eat with her. I packed him a suitcase and sat it by the door. Cheating on me is one thing, fathering a child is a whole other ball game. I can't have children and this is how he feels? Disrespectful ain't even the word and I don't care how many times he tries to beat me, I will not stand for this. "Baby..what's this?" I heard him ask coming inside the house. I guess, he spotted his stuff. "Raven!" He yelled coming into the kitchen where I am. "We going somewhere that I forgot about?" He asked trying to kiss me on the cheek. I moved my face and walked off. "We ain't going nowhere, but you are." I said going into my room. "What the hell is going on?" He asked coming behind me,taking off his coat. "What's going on? What's going on is that I'm sick of you cheating on me." I said sitting on my bed and grabbing the remote turning the tv on. "Cheating? Now why the hell would I do that?" He asked walking to stand in the front of the tv. "Can you move? You're in my way." I say rolling my eyes and looking down at my freshly manicured nails. "No I will not move until you tell me what the hell is going on." He said folding his arms. "You got a baby with that Jasmine girl!! How could you do that to me Marcus?! You gotta go. You can't stay here." I cried letting the tears fall. "Did she tell you that?" He asked unfolding his arms. I saw a quick look of panic on his face that let me know he was guilty. Nodding, he walked over to where I was sitting. "Raven." "Cut the bullshit Marcus!!!!! That's your damn child and that's your damn babymama and you need to get out of my house and go live with the hoe!" I screamed when he punched me in the lip. I covered my mouth with both hands as he stood up and angrily paced the room. "You think you're gonna kick me out of my house!? Over some little bitch? You think imma keep taking your smart ass remarks? You got me fucked up Raven!" He yelled placing his hands on his hips. "No! You got me fucked up! You think you're about to father a baby on me and think imma stay with you?!!" I wiped the blood from my lip and stood up. Bam! He punched me again, making me stumble into the night stand. "Oh baby yes! That's exactly what I expect you to do! You're my wife Raven! I married you! What would the church board think if they saw me living with some heathen and not my wife? I'd lose everything and you would to!" He yelled, shoving me so hard that I fell, hitting my head on the bed rails. "I love you. I ain't going nowhere. But to go see why that little bitch is lying on me!" He said grabbing his coat off of the bed. I stood up and threw the lamp at him. "You are a lying, evil, sadistic son of a bitch!!! I'm not staying with you. I don't care how many times you beat my ass!" I screamed running past him before he could get up off of the ground. "Imma kill you!" He shouted as I grabbed my keys and hauled ass out the door. Getting into my truck, I drove out of the garage. I saw him coming out of the side door in my rear view but I didn't stop, I pushed the gas, with no direction, just to put enough distance between us.
