Hurt

Chapter 75 - Believe

Hyekyo

The door was opened from outside. Heechan is walking towards me and sit in front of me. I looks at outside the window. He was coming early in the morning and went to the toilet just now. But he was gone for almost an hour.

"Are you hungry?", he asked me. Since he was coming in the morning, he was the only one talking to me. I just ignored him as I didn't have any thing to say to him. But looks like he doesn't give to talk to me.

"The nurse gave me this. She said you always got the food from outside. It's him, right?"

I know who was he talking about. I know the breakfast that I got everyday is not from hospital but from Baekhyun. He have it to nurse to gave it to me.

Heechan pours the seaweed soup into a bowl.

"It must be delicious. Mom always did it for me when it's my birthday", he said with a down tone voice.

He didn't said about our mom until now. It must be something he want to say to me. He just cannot say how and when is the right timing.

"You can eat these", I said while looking outside the window.

I know he is looking at me. Surprised because it was the first word I said when he came here early in the morning.

"You are talking".

"I'm not mute".

"But still, you are talking to me. I thought you would not talking to me at all."

I listened to him.
And he continued.

"I'm glad. I thought you hate me, Noona", he said.

I know he was crying cause I saw him through his reflection on the window, wiping his cheek.

He's eating the seaweed soup. After a long silent, he break the silent.

"He was coming just now."

I know. He's coming everyday.

"he said he want to understand you", he said.

Although I was surprised by his word but I didn't turned my face to him.

"It's first time. Someone told me he wanted to understand you."

I didn't respond anything to him and just listen.

"I'm jealous. There is someone to understand you beside me. But I'm still glad. There would be someone who can take care of you when I'm not around. That would be fine, then."
I cannot stop react from his word. I turned my face to him. He was looking at me directly into my eyes. I see his eyes were teary. But he's still smiling.

"I'm leaving. Far away."

"Suicide?", I asked with a smirked. He will leave soon. It's mean he will leave me.

"No. Why would I suicide myself? I'm not like Mom".

A long silent surrounded us. Mom. She do take her own life for someone who didn't even love her. She make it not obvious but I know she was there that night because she knew that she will die that night.

"Noona", he called me. I looks at him. He is smiling.

"Mom didn't die for him. She dead for you. That night she knew she will be the target for her husband to get you. She wanted to die in place of you. She didn't wanted you to die like that. Die in the hand of monster of greed. She didn't want you to look idiot. She thought he would release you after she will die. But human is still human. Sometimes their calculation is wrong. He still wanted to get you that night. At the end, she is the one who die like an idiot."