Suicide Partners || m.y.g

8 | S C H O O L

I gasped for air as my vision slowly became clear .. I noticed that I am laying down on the cold bathroom floor with a panic maid shaking my body violently ..

"thank god Shujin ! you're awake !" I groaned and coughed as water came out from my mouth .. I tried to suicide , but failed .. "are you okay? do you need to go to the hospital ?" I groaned for the 2nd time.. I'm sick of hospitals ! I just escaped from there !

"Just ... d-dont tell mum ... " I got up on my own and stripped out from my wet clothes .. "Bring me my clothes " the maid nodded and obeyed my orders .. I grabbed a towel and wrap my hair with it ... as soon as I'm in my dry clothes I went straight to bed , missing dinner ...

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Orientation day

is the day you socialize at school

I brushed my hair and looked at myself in the mirror .. what an unhappy girl you are , Lee Shujin .. breakfast was peaceful .. mum and step dad is off to god knows where .. but I'm happy that I get to be alone .. the food is all mine .. after breakfast , my personal driver drove me to my new school ..

The school is huge .. and there are tons of students here .. I lowered my gaze when I felt their judgemental stares towards me .. I felt like going home already .. my files dropped onto the floor when I accidentally hit a girl ..

"I'm sorry ! I didn't see you ! " she exclaimed , helping me getting up on my feet and handling me back my files .. "Oh .. I clearly didn't see you before ... are you new ?" I nodded ..

"You must be searching for the principal's office ! come on ! I'll tour you around !" her energy was no joke .. she is so cheerful .. it reminds me of the old me .. we reached the principal's office shortly after climbing up few stairs ..

"Oh what's your name ?" she asked before my legs brought me inside .. "Lee Shujin ... " she smiled "Nice to meet you Shujin ! my name is Jung haneul ~ I hope we can be best friends from now on " I forced out a smile ... you can't haneul ... I'll be leaving this world after all .. I don't want to hurt you ..

"Sure thing , haneul "

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"Okay so here is the library .. if you need to do any researches , feel free to come here .. the librarians will always be there to assist you" I nodded .. its been 2 hours since the tour started and I'm getting bored because I'm the only student that is being toured right now !

"So here is the school map and your class schedule Shujin .. You better start walking to your Literature class or else you're gonna miss the whole period " said the school's principal .. I smiled and bowed to him as a thank you ..

I walked and walked till I ended in my class .. The teacher seemed to notice my presence waiting outside of the class , so she walked towards me and gave me a warm welcome by smiling .. I bowed down as a sign of respect..

"Class , we have a new student joining us .. Introduce yourself please" I nodded and cleared my throat .. "h-hi .. My name is Lee s-shujin .. I'm from Seoul .. " I tried to sound cheerful but after my short introduction , everyone was whispering and gossiping .. that made my smile turn into a frown ..

"her father killed her sister right ?"

"yes ! what If she's a murderer too ??"

i heard it all .. I clenched my jaw as my tears threatening to fall .. I looked at the teacher ...

"C-can I use the washroom please ?"

she didn't say anything but nod..I didn't think twice before running away from there ..

the cold air on the rooftop was hitting my wet cheeks , as if it wants my tears to turn into ice .. I could hear the chattering sound of my own teeth while the cold spreads through the back of my exposed legs .. how great , .. I forget my jacket ..

I sat down on the bench and admire the scenery .. it wasn't that type of beautiful views you expect .. its just the plain sky .. I tried seeking for warmth but I guess the cold was overpowering my body .. I couldn't help but to feel sleepy and ended sleeping there , beneath the cold weather ... skipping my first day of school ...

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Yoongi

I grabbed my bag and made my way out just to be stopped by namjoon and Hoseok ..

"Where do you think you're going Yoongi?" Asked namjoon with his arms crossed in front of his chest .. here is the thing , I love skipping classes and namjoon hated that .. why learn when I'm trying to die anyways ?

"Can you both please let me through ? " I said , desperately trying to pass through those two .. "Its physics soon .. you don't wanna stay ? might as well catch up your death theory" continued him while Hoseok nods along

"Thanks .. but no"

and I left ...

"when will the old Yoongi come back joon?"

"I don't know hobi ..."

I get it .. they missed me .. the old cheerful Me .. but after being in the mental hospital I changed .. I didn't socialize .. all I want to do is just get out from this world. . this world is toxic ..

I ran to the rooftop ... its where I always go to when I skip my classes .. this place is like my 2nd home now .. its quiet and I get to be alone here .. no one else .. just me ..

I was shocked to see a girl sleeping on the bench .. her face was covered with her hair and I can feel her freezing with this weather .. I set my bags down , Taking off my jacket and place it on her exposed legs ..

I couldn't see her face because of her hair but at the same time I don't feel like knowing either .. I place my hot pack on her opened palm and watch as her shift comfortably ..

"doll face ... what are you doing in this school ?" I chuckled quietly once I saw her face .. with my hand brushing her hair out from her face , Shujin stirs in her sleep , and its my que to leave the rooftop ... 

so she's a student here now ..

well ,

welcome to hell Lee Shujin

+ okay so yoongi finally met her at the rooftop .. but can u guess why is he running away / avoiding himself from her ? make sure to vote and leave your answers on the comment section ! xoxo+