Shujin
It was when we're having dinner .. yoongi cracked open some beers for the both of us ..
"Here you go ~ cheers !" I clinked the beer can with his but I never took my first sip .. truthfully, I never tried alcohol or beer or what ever you call it , before .. My mum told me , that I only can drink it after turning 19 ..
Yoongi seemed to notice me not drinking it ..
"Why aren't you drinking? Do you want other drinks ? We have soda , sparkling water—"
"I never drank before"
I cut his words .. yoongi was fighting the urge to smile .. his cheeks were flushed pink as he takes another big gulp of that beer .. he looks so good .. like — all flushed and soft .. the total opposite of the yoongi I know outside...
"Try sipping it slowly and let the taste linger in your mouth" says him .. I averted my gaze from his flushed face to the beer can in my hand .. I sniff and it smells like something I wouldn't drink ...
Should I ?
"You only live once sweetheart , you won't know if you like or not if you don't taste it .." his words slurred as he pointed his index finger to the drink in my hand ...
I took a deep breath and go for it
Gulp-gulp-gulp
The sound echoes in my ear .. soon , I finished the whole beer can .. My lips stretched to the side ...
It wasn't that bad ..?
It feels bitter at first but the more you drink it , it's actually nice ... my gaze averted to yoongi who was looking at me and waiting for an answer ..
"So..?"
"It's okay ~"
"Crack up another one sweetie .. we have a lot of drinks to spare"
And we did .. we drank , laughed , joke around and even flirted with each other .. i wasn't myself when alcohol meets my nerves .. I giggled and hit Yoongi's shoulders as he told me a lame but funny joke .. we stopped and just stare into each other's eyes , in that comfortable silence ..
"You're beautiful.." blurted yoongi .. I felt my face warms up .. "shut up" I said .. he smiled , scooting closer to me .. "I'm not kidding, you really are beautiful" I sighed
"Yoongi ,.. i have scars .. I'm not , beautiful" I said , playing with my fingers , avoiding his gaze ..
Yoongi took my hands and made me look at him .. "your scars are beautiful ... it makes me want to protect you forever .."
Don't fall for it
No !
"Yoongi , you're drunk"
"Am not"
He said , pouting ..
"Well then prove it to me"
I bit my lips as I waited for his next moves ... well , I cursed internally when his lips met mine..
I wasn't kissing him back ... nor i want him to stop ... I let his lips linger on mine and then I parted us ..
"Why? Why now yoongi?"
"We have chemistry"
He is drunk ...
So am I ..
"How do you know we have chemistry yoongi ?" I look at him as he stroke my nape with his thumbs .. it was really soothing .. his touches were like feathers ..,
"Isn't it obvious? Sad girl meets sad boy... boom , chemistry.." I nodded ,. Yoongi yawned and leaned onto my shoulder , landing his head there and muffled a 'I'm tired'
I smiled bitterly ...
"Your kiss won't change anything yoongi ... Including , healing my scars"
"I know ~"
It was frustrating .... but , we were just drunk kids after all ...
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