Suicide Partners || m.y.g

17 | R I V E R

No one is at home , so I could do anything here ... including breaking the rules .. it's been days since I smoked .. I found its addicting somehow .. I rubbed my eyes as I scan through the website lazily ...

You know what's the catch ; the killing website again

I don't understand why too .. why am I wasting time on this stupid website at 2 in the morning?? I don't know either ... I skipped every page each second passing by ... I tried most of the suicide tips and tricks but it just won't kill me ..

Well this is killing me

Not being dead is killing me

I groaned and throw away my used cigar outside of my window ... without thinking much , I shut down my laptop and head to bed as I got nothing else to do ..

Maybe I just have to find out what tomorrow offers me then

For now , goodnight world

Yoongi

I didn't notice that I am already standing Infront of her house .. what was my main reason for coming here again?? Was it to show her where our death place is going to be ? I guess so

I pressed the doorbell and a butler greeted me warmly

"She's still sleeping right now .. do you want me to wake her up?" I shake my head as a no .. "it's okay .. I'll wake her up by myself .." he nods his head , and allowed me to climb up the staircase to shujin's room

Once I was in , everything was not organised .. I mean , not the whole room .. I'm referring to her study table , her bed , and mostly herself .. I chuckled and climbed on the bed and hugged her form from behind , snuggling my nose on the crook of her neck ; basically tickling her ..

"Wake up doll face .. it's already 11 in the morning .." she groaned and shifted her body closer .. "it's freaking Sunday for fucks sake let me have my time with my boyfriend , yoongi ~" I smiled

"Your boyfriend? Who? Me?"

"you wish bitch"

I got up and pulled her with me .. she was still a hot mess .. hair tangled , drowsy , eyes puffed .. I rubbed her back to soothe her .. maybe she's having a hard time last night .. who knows?

"What time did you go to bed last night?"

"None of your business asshole" and she's back .. I watch as she puts away her laptop on the study table and charge it .. she moved slowly to her bed to fold the blanket and adjust the sheets before she landed on it and started to lightly snore ..

How can one be this adorable ? I laughed and followed her ... laying next to her on bed ..

"Don't give me the cold shoulder Lee shujin .. I'm here to take you out" she peeks one eye to look at me before groaning out loud "but it's a freaking Sunday ~ can't we do it tonight or something??" I shake my head

"No we can't .. I planned the whole day for us and I want you to get ready before I personally clean you up" after hearing that she whined while getting up and walked to the bathroom to get ready ..

I sighed as I remember back what happened after I got back home last night .. I can't believe that she's back .. that annoying little ass

"Yoongi? Where did your manners went to ?" I wanted to reply 'my manners vanished when you slowly kill your wife' but I was too tired to argue with him so I ignored .. "do you remember Minji? Your cousin?" I looked at minji who sat across from my dad at the living room ..

"Nonbiological cousin you meant ?" I shot back .. "min yoongi I give you 3 seconds to apologise before you get it from me" I scoffed and made my way up the staircase to my room .. I don't socialise with snakes ..

Minji really is back

"Yoongi? Did you hear what I just asked you?" I snapped out from the flashback and peeked through my arms to watch shujin picking her clothes while looking at me worriedly with a towel draped on her head..

"Yeah? Sorry I wasn't concentrating " she sighed and came to me .. resting her hands on my forehead .. "you sure you're okay? We can go another time"

"No"

I gaze at her emotionless face and smiled bitterly

"We can't delay this"

She got up and went straight to the bathroom to get ready ... while I wait ..

Shujin

Yoongi drove us to some part of daegu which I don't know exist .. it may appear a little abandoned .. but what's inside? What's inside these tall trees? I yelped a little when Yoongi suddenly took my hand and started running into the woods

Okay I'm a little freaked out

Is he going to kill and leave my body here?

He was panting when he saw the riverbank .. wait what?

"Yoongi w-what?" I looked at him for an answer but he was in a deep silence ...

"my mum ...." he paused and walked closer to the riverbank .. " she suicided in here .. and I ..." my arms automatically went to his back to calm him ... "I wanted to be fair ..." I frowned .. he suffered , a lot ...

"I hope you're okay with it doll face .. I don't mind if you wanted another place .." I shake my head as a no "I'm fine with it ... really" he smiled , shutting his eyes and inhaling the air ..

"Yoongi , are you scared?" I don't understand why that question came out from me "yes ... I'm scared that she won't be happy if I don't live my life happily" I frowned more at his words "but if I don't kill myself .. i feel like it's not fair to breathe when my mum is not here with me ..." his head slowly leans onto my left shoulder ..

I was stunned , so I just made myself comfortable so that he could lean properly on my shoulder.. I breathe in the cold breeze of the weather in daegu .. it's so calming ..

"Yoongi?"

"Hmm?"

I hesitated , but I need to let it out ..

"I miss my dad" I don't , but I do .. but I —don't even know .. he laughs sheepishly as if I made a joke "You miss the dude who killed your precious sister?" I bit the inner part of my cheeks ..

"I don't know ... I just — I don't know ? Want to meet him before I leave this hell?" Yoongi was silent "or maybe ask him what happened ... just this once ..." I want to find out what really happened that day ..

"Be careful doll face ..."

I shut my eyes and process his words

"Be careful who you trust .. even if he is your dad"

I nodded

"The world is toxic doll face , remember that"

+just want to clarify few stuffs+
I got questions from my dm , is this story real ? Did it happened in real life ? The answer is yes but not mostly is real .. I'm just giving a picture on what could happen if you act like this and that .. sad boy meets sad girl .. they share the same sorrow , they're going through it together .. they don't have anyone else besides each other

Surround yourself with positive people everyone 💗 love youuu