Suicide Partners || m.y.g

7 | D I V O R C E

When I wake up , first thing I saw was my mum looking at me .. I groaned and turned to the other side , not wanting to face her ..

"Honey ... I have some important stuffs to discuss with you .. listen me out ?" I hid my face underneath the covers while my ears listen to her words ..

"I'm getting married "

my eyes widen and I turned to my mum , eyebrows furrowed .. I shook my head

"What about dad ? where is he ?"

she sighed

"he was the one who killed sojin .. okay? where do you think he is right now ? " I bit my tongue .. Jail .. he is in jail ..

"anyways .. we decided to get married tomorrow and we'll move to daegu right away ..  " I looked at her , disbelief

"what the heck mum? how about my friends ? my school ? are you insane ?!" I got up and threw the blanket harshly on the ground ..

"Lee Shujin ! is this how you treat me after I done everything for our poor family ?! Just do as I say ! you'll do fine in your new school !" I screamed ..

"YOU NEVER CARE ABOUT ME MUM ! NOT EVEN A BIT ! YOU'RE JUST SELFISH ! I HATE YOU ! JUST GO AWAY !" I slammed the bathroom door and locked it .. sitting inside the bathtub and cried for what it seems like forever ...

its not like I have a choice .. I didn't attend her wedding ceremony the next day .. I thought that if I showed up , I might puke at the sight of my mum with the new guy , or well known as my step dad ..

but still,  I gotta face them both ..
I still have to leave my school , leave my friends and leave Seoul

The car ride was so silent .. you can clearly feel the tension between my mum and I .. I fished my phone from my pocket to make myself busy since there's nothing to do before we take the plane to daegu ..

Speaking of which , Yoongi didn't text me back .. huh what a jerk,  I thought .. I guess he is just using me to get out from that mental hospital  .. I can't believe that I allowed him

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"Shujin , meet Mr Lee .. your dad" I crossed my arms on my chest and stared at him with no emotions .. "Hi Shujin .. you really got your mother's beauty .. " I scoffed .. "I'm tired and I need some rest .. mind showing me my room ?" he just nods and asked one of the maids to get my luggage upstairs ...

bitch isn't he rich ?.. the mansion is quite big for the 3 of us .. I sighed as I climbed up the stairs .. Mum is marrying him just because  this man is wealthy .. Uh yea my mum is like that ..

the maid leads me to my room and wow its huge .. A queen sized bed , a nice vanity , big wardrobe to store my clothes and so on  .. there were few balloons floating with a card attached on its string .. I walked to it and read it ..

Hopefully you will like your new bedroom ..

love , dad

"Is there anything else I can do for you miss??" asked the maid .. I sighed and laid on the bed .. " there is ..." I inhale and exhale " bring me my meals to my room .. I don't want to eat with them" she looked stunned at my words but never complain ..

I dismissed her and walked to the balloons .. picking it up and letting it go , flying in the air .. I smiled .. the air in daegu is okay.. but I miss Seoul more .. I miss my friends .. I miss my old family .. I miss sojin

I slump my body face first on the bed and cried .. how are you? are you happy up there ? are you watching me suffering? Sojin , what is it like to run from earth ?

I wasn't in my right mind when my body brought me to the bathroom .. I filled the bathtub with warm water and sat on it .. I was trembling because of the heat burning my skin .. I felt like I shouldn't do it ... but why care living when you are suffering ? its better to end your life ...

Right ?

this is it...

I could feel my ending is coming near me ...

sojin , we'll meet at the gates of heaven okay?

I sunk in the water till my vision was blurred and everything went black ...

finally....

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