Suicide Partners || m.y.g

12 | S T A Y

"Yeah you guys can go home now .. I'll take her home once she gets up"

"alright yoongi .. take care... bye"

"bye"

Shujin

Is that Yoongi?

I slowly moved my body , not until the pain on my lower abdomen  hits me like a truck .. I groaned and whined at the impact , causing yoongi to hold my hand ..

"You're awake .. Are you okay? can you stand up?" I nodded and slowly got up on my own .. I hope my rib cage is still fine .. I hope nothing is broken .. I sighed as the pain fades away ..

"Who did this to you?" I looked at him and scoffed .. "Your darn fangirls did this to me ... " Even though the nurse here treated my wounds , I can still feel the pain .. It was hurtful ..

"I'll teach them a lesson tomorrow .. don't worry ... Come on I'll send you home" Oh .. I've been out for the whole day I guess... I'll be in a big trouble if mum sees me like this .. "I don't want to .. m-mum will go crazy when she will see me in this condition" I replied with a cough , and a wince at the pain ..

"Then where ?" I think ... " is your house okay? just a night .. I'll tell her its a school project " He hums and nodded .. I took my phone in my pocket blazer and send mum a text ..

Me
I'll be staying the night
at Yoongi's house ..
its a school project..

soon she replied with an okay and a take care .. After that I shut down my phone .. my eyes darted to yoongi and all he do was just stare at me .. I wonder what is going on inside of his head .. is he worried ? sad ? angry ? I couldn't tell ..

"What are you looking at? hurry up and carry me"

"Tsk what a baby"

"Hey!"

~

"Hey .. I don't have small clothes nor pants .. these are the only clothes available .." I yelped when few hoodies being thrown towards me ..

"You can try giving it nicely at least yoongibear " I smirked when he reacted by whining at the nickname I gave him .. " Don't give me that name fucker .. it makes me look soft .. "  I giggle "but its cute though"

"like our bruises "

I sighed and smiled bitterly

"Yeah ... like our bruises"

While showering at Yoongi's I thought of my afterlife .. For example ... will I end up in hell or heaven? I know its not me to chose but I don't mind as long as I'm with sojin .. I just want to meet her .. that's all ..

"Hey doll face come here for a second" Yoongi gestures his fingers to me ... asking me to dart closer ...
"Wanna see my scars I carve few months ago ?" I hesitate .. I didn't know he cuts too ?

"Sure"

I gasped when he rolled his sleeves up .. There are many scars .. different shapes , different types .. I gather myself as my fingers felt its texture .. yoongi has pale skin but the scars he carve , made it look darker .. it felt weird and odd but its also satisfying ...

"Do you want to try ?"

"Yoongi I'm scared ... I never self harm before .. " I got up and paced around his room .. what was he thinking ...?  "They say its ridiculous ... but for us who's in deep pain , this is heaven .. " he mumbled