Suicide Partners || m.y.g

18 | C A L L

You can't imagine it ..

How happy I was when he wanted to help me ..

Of course I knew where my mum kept all the letters .. no other place than her room .. my hands rummage her wardrobe and found letters ... unopened ones ... and a box filled with memories ...

yoongi and I sat on that spot , checking all of the letters ,just to find out it was from the same address ... and she ignored all of them and decided to kept it all away from me ?

"From busan? Is this where your dad is being prisoned ??" I nodded at yoongi as my eyes read the first letter ... dad is alive .. dad is still breathing ... dad is still here ...

"We would like you to come over to settle few documents ...... please contact us if you decided to come ..... "

"Yoongi .. we have to go"

My last chance

"What? To busan? You nuts ?" I chocked on the lump that's appearing on my throat ... soon tears fall ... memories played , just like a broken Diskette in my mind ... his hand caressed my back

"Why do you have to cry?? Aren't you tired of crying all the time?" I sobbed harder ... "I don't k-know what t-to do ! I'm s-so tired ~" I leaned myself onto yoongi as I let out heavy breaths

"I'm suffocating but I just won't die"

"Yoongi.. what if I become just like him ?... I'm terrified ... I'm terrified of myself" yoongi sighs, stroking my back more ,gently ...

"You won't because you aren't him..."

His hand reached up to my hair and caressed it ...

"I can see you better than anyone else can lee shujin ... only me ... so trust my words ... you aren't your dad .. you are you ..." as he was inching closer and closer to me with his comforting words, my phone rang ... to my surprise it was my mum ... I looked at my phone then back to yoongi , who froze in his spot ...

"It's not important" I stated , shutting my phone down ... if she decides to call our house number , there's always the butler to respond to it .. yoongi smiled at my words and got up ...

"We should do some research about this oh so called prison in busan ..." I nodded , following him to my room .. I let him do some searching while I re-read the letter over and over again , until I decided to give them a call ...

Fingers crossed

"Hello?"

"Hi , I'm Sohyun from busan's prison and cell .. what can I do for you today?" I gulped ... yoongi eyed me with his eyebrows raised ; as if he wants me to speak ...

"H-hi uh .. I'm calling f-from daegu um .. the Lee family ..? I'm Lee Seungho's Daughter" I cleared my throat at the end and mouthed an 'I'm okay' to yoongi ... and soon he began to continue researching again while I proceed with the phone call ...

"Oh hello there miss .. i guess you received our letters ... we waited for quite some time for your family to call back" if only she knew the bullshit I've gone through ..

"Sorry .. we didn't get to contact you sooner because of some issues .. may I know how is my dad's condition ?" My heart thump ... I guess I was shaking when My fingers combed my hair backwards .. I can practically feel my knees growing weaker each second passing by ...

"He is absolutely fine ... we have some therapies for him and he is taking it so well ... but even though he performed good, we still can't release him since it's his punishment.. I'm sorry miss" I chocked a sob ..

"N-no , it's fine .. well I h-have a few questions to ask you" she hummed as I settle down .. you can't cry now shujin "go on ahead.. don't hesitate to ask" I smiled with tears forming ..

"C-can I visit him?? Is it possible for me to visit him the next two days ?? Please?" I was desperate .. I sounded so desperate ... i felt like my soul has left my body that time .. I don't know anymore .. I just want to see him once more and talk about stuffs ... just like the old days ..

"Of course you can ! But visiting hours starts 2 p.m , until 5 p.m .. And you may visit for only 10 minutes max .." I smiled ... "that's more than enough ... thank you .. I'll contact you when I arrive busan tomorrow" I wiped my tears away and sighed out loud ...

"It's my pleasure to help you miss .. and yes , you can contact me anytime ..have a nice day !" I smiled , and pressed the end button ... i slump on my bed and few moments later , yoongi joined me on the bed ...

We look at each other , for a solid 3 minutes .. just looking and observing each other's faces ... I scooted closer as his arms were wide open for me ..

"you're such a baby , lee shujin .." he said .. "a cry baby" continued him .. I wasn't that sensitive for a long time .. and its very hard for me to control my emotions .. I am that type of person ...

"So , Are we going to busan ?" I cleared my throat "Of course we are .." I replied ... When I meet dad tomorrow , will I finally know what happened before sojin was dead on my birthday ?? I wanted to hear it from him ..

"Yoongi .. "

"yeah?"

"Stay"

all I wanted was him to be by my side ...

just him ...

"always shujin .. always"

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