Suicide Partners || m.y.g

9 | F I G H T

Shujin

I wake up with flakes of snow on my face .. it was freezing but my legs feel warm .. what is this? a jacket ? I grip on it and tied it around my waist .. what time is it ? is it lunch break ?

I fished my phone from my pocket to be boomed by my personal driver's texts .. He's asking me where am I since school is over .. yeah school is over and I skipped the whole day

I hope mum doesn't know or else I'll be in a big trouble ...

I dialled my personal driver's number and told him to wait for me since I overslept .. he heaved out a sigh and cut the line .. I should help lessen their work by not burdening them don't you think ?

The clock strikes 4pm when I pushed open the door to the mini mart .. I'm here because of ramen .. shin ramen , my favourite .. with cheese .. call me weird but I really like that stuff .. mum will kill me if she saw me eating these .. she told me instant food can kill you slowly ..

I don't care ... its my main goal anyways..

to die ...

I braced myself as I walk inside my new home .. step dad greets me with a warm smile ..

"welcome home Shujin ~ how was school ? did you make any new friends ? any home works ?"

I groaned .. what does he expect me to answer ? 'yes daddy I skipped the whole day and slept on the rooftop because people know about my background ! '

"It was o-okay .. no .. no one wants to t-talk to a freak like me..." I mumbled those last words as I climb up the stairs ..  avoid mum, avoid everyone ... shut them out ..

"okay then rest well ! Dinner will be ready in 2 hours .. "

I slam my door shut and threw my school bag on the floor together with the plastic bag of shin ramen and cheese I bought earlier .. that's my dinner snack ..

I laid on the bed , still in my uniform and stared at Yoongi's number .. what could he be doing right now? is he still alive ? or did he achieved his goal to die from suicide ?

at some point , I wish I never ran away from the mental hospital... At least when I am there, I get to do whatever I want... its just that , the medicines and checkups  are a pain in the ass..

and also yoongi .. I'm not that cliché but he understands me the most out of everyone in this world .. We have scars .. we went through crap .. maybe not at the same time but still, we can relate to each other .. I really wanted to call him or text him a simple hi

but he betrayed me ..
he left me all alone ...
without saying anything ...

I threw my phone away and my eyes darted to the jacket ... my eyes squint as my eyebrows furrowed at the name tag pinned on it..

' Min YoonGi '

Please tell me its not him

°°°

I was anxious .. curious .. Min Yoongi .. He can't be the only min yoongi right ? there are many more boys that has the same name as him ..

lunch break was longer today .. I'm on my second day .. This morning haneul greeted me just like yesterday .. she even gave me a chocolate bun .. I just smiled and thanked her , never eating it .. if i eat the bun it means I'm letting her in .. its dangerous ..

I clicked on the mouse to this one website .. The library in this school is useful .. I'm just wasting time by surfing the net .. aren't I hungry ? yes I am indeed, starving .. but I don't like eating with many students ..  they will give me those stares just like the previous day .. I don't like it ..

Ways to kill yourself without hurting

I looked around so that the librarians are out of sight before printing the content .. I told you I'm just wasting time .. its not like I'm gonna follow these steps  ... yet

I panic when the bell rings so I slide the printed sheet in my novel and many more papers just to hid it .. I forgot to bring along my file today.. after that I quickly shut down the PC and scramble to class just to bump into a corn head right in front of the library with my papers and novel falling from my grasp ..

"Yah ! god gave you eyes ! fucking use them properly !" I groaned and dust off the dirt on my uniform .. my eyes trailed from his shoes to his face..

he smirks

"Hello doll face "

I didn't think twice and untied the jacket around my waist and hit him with it , basically slumping him on the ground ... I was pulled back by some teacher after a moment of punching his face while yoongi was pulled back by 2 boys

"Min yoongi I'm not done with you asshole !!" I screamed ..

he just laughs at me with a bleeding lip .. wait did I do that ?

"Enough! Lee Shujin , Min Yoongi ! Detention after school !"

I brushed my hair backwards and glared at him .. I mouthed a 'fuck you' before heading back to class ..

Yoongi

"Yoongi who the fuck is she ?" asked Hoseok .. I laughed silently .. how cute .. "and why did she attacked you?" asked namjoon now.. I shrugged

"I don't know .. I guess I'll discover it after school "

my eyes darted on the ground towards her scattered paper and novel .. she's too pissed at me to pick her belongings up .. I grinned and took everything back to class , I'll hand it to her later..  a paper caught my eye .. so I took and unfolded it..

silently , I read its content and thought that this Lee Shujin girl is really insane and needs help

but I don't complain ..

because she is my type of insane

+ dun dun she found him ! +
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