Suicide Partners || m.y.g

13 | S M O K E

I listen to the chattering sounds of happy people down the hallway .. They laugh , they joke around , they socialize , they are living their life happily ..

I question myself ,

what am I doing with my life at this moment ?

I scratched my scars as it itches once more .. The weather is a little chilly and it dries up the scars on my arms , making it itch .. A slumping sound was suddenly heard next to mine , so I averted my gaze from my arms to the person ..

Just by his scent , I could recognize who the person is ..

Min Yoongi

"Hey doll face .. " I smiled "Hey .. " He looks around before rubbing his messy hair ... "Why aren't you at the cafeteria ? " I shrugged

"I don't feel like eating ... what about you?" He chuckled "I'm trying to be early for class ... here" He hands me a packet of cigarettes .. and I raised my eyebrows as a response ..

"we are going to get into deep trouble min yoongi .. " He laughs at me this time .. "Trouble? Every time is trouble when you're with me sweetheart .. ride or die.. remember ?" I eyed the packet and gave up .. I snatched it from him and hid it in my school blazer ..

"If you don't feel like eating , smoke .. at least it won't upset your tummy " I nodded .. I heard this before .. My dad was an active smoker .. I tried a lot of stuffs to stop him from inhaling those craps ..

but look at me now

"Wait .. why are you trying to be early for class when you are here in my class ? " The bell rang and students flood the classroom .. Students from Yoongi's class also joined mine ..

"We are collaborating with your class for physics Project .. " The teacher walks in as I nodded at Yoongi's words ..

"Morning class"

"Morning Mrs Shin "

I fished my phone from under the desk and looked at the time .. 1 and a half hour till I finally meet my bed .. Can I just go home already? suddenly a notification popped up ..

Yoongi
Haneul invited you
to her sister's party right?

me
yea .. y?

Yoongi
you wanna go with me?
I mean .. if you want to

me
I honestly don't know
because I don't want to
socialize

Yoongi
its okay
if you don't want to go
if it hurts , then don't..

me
you're saying im weak?

Yoongi
no I'm not ..

" What do we have here? texting in class ? Shujin and Yoongi? " I yelped as Mrs Shin snatched the both of me and Yoongi's phone .. The rest of the students laughed and giggled ..

"Detention After School"

that makes, 3 more hours before I reunite with my bed .

me and yoongi slump our heads on the table while facing each other .. I sighed

"My mum is going to kill me" he grins "im guessing she founds out you were in detention with me last time?" I nodded ... "I don't understand how did she found out ? like .. how??"

"The teachers must've told her when you were in detention .. . Its normal ..." I rolled my eyes .. "How's your scar doing?" I look at my arm .. fighting the urge to scratch it ..

"It itches .. so bad" Yoongi chuckles "You don't know how I endured the pain , it really itches so bad according to the weather .. Make sure you apply moisturizer on it okay?" I smiled ..

I don't understand .. Yoongi is bad one moment but minutes after he turns into a softie .. I am confused ..

His index finger reached up to poke my cheeks .. He grins again ..

"you smiled ... I made you happy .." That only made my smile grew wider .. "Yeah .. " But realization hits me after ..

"But you can't .. we can't .. we can't make each other happy ... its going to ruin everything .. okay?" His smile dropped as he turns into the serious min yoongi again  ..

"okay .."

After class , Mrs Shin paired me, yoongi and another girl for the project .. she is quite a nerd .. a pure science kid .. we didn't bother asking for her name because its pointless ..

"Hey .. wanna prank that nerd ?" Yoongi asks , while we're in detention .. "If the prank will lead us into another detention then , no thank you" He whines and pulled me so that he could whisper in my ear ..

"invite her over your house and make her complete the project by herself .. " I hit his arm "you're such a meanie ! We can't do that to her~" yoongi laughs hysterically , tossing his head back

"Come on ! its fun ! trust me ~" i nudge his ribs and it made him stop joking around .. "I didn't agree to any of this okay? " He groaned in pain,  "It hurts you piece of shit" I awed and hugged him ..

"Does it hurt now?"

"Stop squeezing my body ! yah !"

weak ass bitch

+ min yoongi is so dangerous but I+ love him