Shujin
that asshole ! He is everywhere ! I slump my head on the washroom tiles for at least 3 times before heading to detention .. to face that son of a bitch ..
I texted my driver saying that I'll be 1 hour late because of some extra class .. I had to lie or else he will tell either my mum or step dad about me in detention on my 2nd day .. and you know what will happen next... teenage girl gets grounded , no cheese ramen and no internet to keep her entertained ..
I rolled my eyes when I spot him on the back row .. that was supposed to be my spot .. I set my school bag on the table and I slump my head ( again ) on it ..
"Ah Yoongi and Shujin ... the troubled students in daegu .. I welcome you both to , detention .." I groaned as I heard yoongi chuckle silently .. is this his first time ?
"Ms Lee , I'm shocked to see you in this class .. usually yoongi is alone .. now you're accompanying him , on your 2nd day .." I looked at the teacher and scowled silently , cursing underneath my breath ..
"Since I have some issues with the basketball team , I'll leave you two here .. just go back when the bell rings .. " Yoongi said an okay while I just kept on being mute .. whatever he do , don't look at--
"Its fancy meeting you here in daegu .. Especially in this school Lee Shujin ..." I pretended to be asleep just to ignore him .. I heard footsteps and soon another table was pulled up next to mine ... it was his , obviously
"leave me alone Yoongi .. before I punch you in the face again" He chuckled at my words .. "You didn't even say thanks after I lend you my jacket " I got up and pulled his neck tie ...
"You fucking left me in that hospital .. Would you like a thanks for that too? " he smiles .. "Shujin... I didn't meant to leave you just like that .. they won't let me see you .. my dad took my cell away and I can't even text you .. " I slowly let go and sit back on the chair , not looking at him while he explains .. I'm embarrassed !
"I bought a new phone .. but I don't remember your number .. I can only hope to see you once more outside from that shitty place .." I feel guilty now .. I feel guilty for everything .. for accusing him , for punching him and ended ourselves in detention ..
"Are you mad at me ?" I shook my head as a no .. "I'm sorry yoongi ... for everything .. " I sighed and looked at him "Things are hard after you left .. many things happened .." he propped his chin on his palm on the table and looked at me ...
"Now spill everything .. let it all out .. I'm here to listen to your rants.. " I can't help but to smile .. I hope everyone is like this .. I hope everyone is as understanding as Yoongi ..
"After I got out ... I stayed at my uncle's house for a night and then my mum picked me up next morning .. " he nods "She ... remarried a guy from daegu and told me that I'm changing schools and we are practically moving to daegu permanently .. "
"I didn't even get to say goodbye to my friends ~ and I didn't get to attend my sister's funeral ~ " the tears fall and I laughed at myself .. "did you attend the wedding ?" he asked .. I snorted .. "I didn't .. are you insane ? she just did the funeral when I'm in the mental hospital and then remarrying few days later after I ran out from there .. what do you expect ?"
" Calm down ... I was just asking .." I looked up and shut my eyes , sighing .. "Gosh Yoongi .. My life is so messed up ~ kill me please ~ " I pleaded .. Yoongi didn't say anything but pulled me into his embrace ..
I felt safe now ..
I'm with him ..."that makes the two of us ... doll face "
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I went through my phone as soon as I reached home .. The first thing I do is DM yoongi.. he gave me his instagram and we decided to exchange numbers there ...
Yoongi
Do you take extra classes tho?Me
Nope .. y?Yoongi
I kinda wanna hang out
after school ..
you never wander
around daegu before ,
right ?Me
yeah ..
I just got here lmao ..
I'll see if I'm available
I'll update you ..Yoongi
okay cool ..
rest well doll face..Me
you too"honey? can I come in?" darn it .. I turned to the other side and played with my phone as she came in and sat on the edge of my bed .. "You've been on your phone since you came back .. are you texting your friend ?"
should I tell her about yoongi? I don't want her to think that we have a special relationship together .. I don't want her to know shit about yoongi ..
"Uh yea .. My only friend I knew since I came here .. " I emphasize the word only as I utter those words .. She sighed ..
"I don't know what's wrong with you Shujin .. You think I don't know about you getting into detention today ?" Busted ~ Who the hell told her about this?
"Its not my fault " I mumbled but she managed to catch my words "not your fault ? then whose fault ? Me ?" I got up , wanting to get out ..
"Its clearly your fault mum ! I changed because of you ! You started the argument ! and fought with dad ! " My breath hitched "Till Sojin Ended being killed ! how can you be so heartless ? you knew I was in the hospital but you didn't come and see me !" I took my bag and headed to the door ..
"And .. a-and you remarried ?? few days after her death ?? how could you m-mum ?? " she held her chest as if my words stung her heart ... "Lee Shujin .. I'm tired of explaining this to you .. I remarried to give us a better life ! Do you want to end up on the streets ? and starve to death ?? your father couldn't even take good care of our family ! "
"I don't care about your shitty Husband mum ! I don't care about all of this ! I j-just ~ Just don't come near me and leave me alone ~ " Tears were streaming down my face ... I took my shoes and ran from home .. I didn't know where i was going in this sobbing mess ... what I want to do is run away ..
Sitting by the river calmed me .. I hugged my knees closer to me and hear the sounds of water splashing by the rocks .. and the sounds of cricket in the background .. Its getting late and I don't want to go home ..
"Hey ! You're the new kid right ? "
"Yoongi's friend ! "
I wipe my tears away and glared at them .. it was the boys who pulled Yoongi away from me .. I averted my gaze to the river once more ignoring them ..
"Uh okay um Hi I'm namjoon. . And this is Hoseok .. Haneul's boyfriend" After namjoon said that Hoseok slapped his chest earning a groan . .. "You dumbass ! What if she tells Haneul ? " Mumbled Hoseok ..
"Don't worry .. we're not even friends, so ... yeah your secret is safe" They were shocked with my words but acts cool about it ..
"So Shujin ... are you like , um related to yoongi?" Asked namjoon as he threw small rocks into the river creating a splashing sound .. "He rarely fought with people ... and today both of you just .. bAm !" Explained Hoseok .. I shrugged
"I don't know.. ask yoongi himself" luckily he explained to me what happened .. or else I still feel like killing him ... I got up suddenly confusing them both ..
"good night folks .. I gotta go"
No one can get in...
Don't let them in ..
its dangerous ...+Okay this chapter kinda long+
was it okay?????? Hoseok and Haneul aye .. ship ? or Nah?
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Suicide Partners || m.y.g
Romantizm"suicide partners? you're kidding me , right ?" " do i look like i'm making a shitty ass joke right now ? just think about it , we can work this out together so that we could get out from this world as fast as we can ... just like what you wanted...