A Lost Childhood {RE WRITTEN VERSION HAS BEEN CANCELLED!}

Chapter 28: ⒷⓄⓃⓊⓈ ⒸⒽⒶⓅⓉⒺⓇ.

FYI this chapter happens after "Under a Rainbow's Wing."
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Rainbow Blaze's POV:

I sat slumped against the wall in my prison cell, I took a glance at the clock which read "2:58 AM."

Damn, it's almost 3AM.

But, I couldn't get to sleep, I had barely even gotten any sleep these past few months.

The reason?

Regret.

I had thought about what Flash Sentry had said to me.

"Firefly wouldn't love someone who hurts her family on purpose, you might want to sit here and think about what you've done..."

And that's what I've been doing, in fact it's all I've been doing there past 9 months, re thinking my life choices and regretting them deeply.

I looked to my left and saw Golden Sheild asleep, he didn't deserve to be here, I had brain washed him into it, into helping me capture my OWN FUCKING DAUGHTER! MY OWN FLESH BLOOD!

I'm a monster, how could I do this to her, over a stupid divorce: I hurt her, emotionally and physically. What kind of a sick dad am I? I don't even deserve to be a dad.

I felt something something drippimg down my cheeks.

Tears?

I've never cried. Ever!

I'm such a fuck up.

I wonder what my little Dashie and Fleety are doing right........ (A/N uhh...its 3 AM, I don't know, probably sleeping.)
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🆃🅷🅴 🅽🅴🆇🆃 🅳🅰🆈 🅰🆃 🆃🅷🅴 🅷🆀...

Lunch time:

The Wonderbolts were all sat in the mess hall, having a lunch break from practice.

Once again, the hall was divided, Stallions were sat in the tables on the left and the Mares on the right.

"Mannn who the hell does Spitfire think we are," Lightning Streak complained while putting his head on the table, "fucking super ponies or something, that training was too much,"

"Awww, are you too weak to handle it" Wave teased.

"Shut it dumbass,"Lightning growled.

"Didn't I get a higher score than you on our finals in school Lightning, so am I the dumbass or you?"

Lightning growled and layed his forehead on the table whilst grumbling.

"Hey Soarin," Lightning called.

"What?" Soarin replied, sat opposite him.

"Have you and your mare done it yet?" Lightning smirked.

Soarin's eyes widened and he spat out his water.

"What kind of a fucking question is that?"

"Relax bro, I was just asking. Have you?" Lightning asked, completely chilled out.

Soarin blushed as his left eye twitched.

"Why are you looking at me as if I grew a horn?" Lightning asked.

Wave smirked, took and ice cream cone from the counter and put it on lightning forehead.

All the Stallions started snickering.