Harris J - not as it seems😕

10- Fakest smiles

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Dinas pov

"Dina Dina Dina" Harris said running up to me. "Its not what it looks like"

"Its exactly what it looks like" I quietly said, barely being able to talk as I started walking towards our flats wiping my tears. "Your smoking weed.. all this time we've been together you've been smoking that nasty shit"

"Dina" He said walking after me, I was heading for the stairs.

It explained so much. It explained why he always put such strong perfume on. It explained why he always goes to the car 3/4 times a day.It explained why he always drove wrecklessly. It explained why he got angry sometimes, it was because he hadn't smoked it. As I was deeping all of this I had found that I had been running up the stairs, my eyes filled with tears.

"Dina!!" Harris finally caught up with me and stopped me from running, he wanted to hug me.

"Get off me" I said pushing him away. "When were you going to tell me?" I whispered, looking at him while I cried. He gave me a look.

"Dina, I didn't wanna tell you, I didn't wanna stress you out, I..." He said seeming sincere before I interrupted him.

"Stop" I said "Don't waste your breath" I shook my head while walking up the last few steps as I tried to contain myself. Everyone was still inside and I didn't want them thinking anything was wrong.  We had reached the flat.

"Dina" Harris said holding my hands. I pulled my hands off of him.

"This isn't over" I said in a stern way. "Act calm for now" I said walking back into the house. Harris slipped back into his chair next to Yusha and Samirah, while I went to the bathroom to sort myself out. I wiped my tears and quickly threw some powder on my face. I sat back down and saw that everyone was still in deep convo with each other. 

"Ready for some dessert?" I said with the biggest, yet fakest smile. I collected everyones plates and Harris' mum helped me. I had some cake in the fridge so I got it out and cut it into 15 slices and, with the help of Amy, distributed them to everyone. I passed the plate to Harris and he didn't make eye contact with me, in fact he hadn't said a word since we got back to the flat. 

"This is amazing Deans" Aaron said smiling at me. I smiled back, hiding the anger and hurt that I felt. Everyone had finished eating so I collected all the plates. Everyone went back to what they were doing before they all ate. Reunelle and Yusha were playing Fifa, May and Samirah were showing each other their favourite you tubers..etc. Everyone seemed so happy. The room was filled with joy, it was a shame I felt the complete opposite. I saw Harris sitting in the corner on his phone, feeling the same way I did 

1 HOUR LATER

It was about 8 o clock so everyone was starting to head home. My family had just left. Aaron Reunelle and Shaddy were going to go back to Harris' parents house and stay over with AJ and Yusha. They were all heading for the door, along with Harris' family. 

"Myyyy jiggaaaa well see you soon yeahhh" Shaddy said going in to give Harris a man hug.

"Yeah for sure" Harris said, not as cheerfully as them

"Soooooon" Reunelle said spudding Harris and about to leave the house. "Thank you for the food Dina, it was amazing" He said turning to me. 

"Yeah amazing" Yusha said.

"Thank you Dina" Aj said, he then turned to Harris, "Ina bit bro" 

"It was my pleasure, Loved having you all" I said waving as they all went to take the lift. "Thank you Amy for helping me" I turned to Harris' mum

"Your welcome love, Ill see you soon Dina" She said as she kissed me on the cheek.

"Salam Dina" Harris' dad said to me.

"Salam uncle." I said smiling. Harris' mum and Dad said their goodbyes to Harris as Isla and May ran up to me and hugged me. "Ooo" I laughed "Aw girls, I'm sorry I couldn't paint your nails this time"

"Its fine D, Next time" Isla smiled as she held her fathers hand and left the house. I thought everyone had left then I saw Aaron.

"DIna thank you so much for the food it was amazing" He said as he came to hug me, I hugged him tightly. Id known Aaron for so long so I felt so safe with him. He let go then turned to Harris

"Inaaaa bit bro" He laughed. Harris laughed back, not as enthusiastically as he normally would though. Aaron left the house and headed for the lift. I closed the door and stood there for about 30 seconds and remembered everything I had witnessed with Harris outside. No-one understood. It was disgusting to watch. 

He goes to his car and grabs the spliff that he had already rolled and goes to the bin. Reaching for his pocket he gets the lighter and lights the spliff. He brings it to his mouth and breathes it in. He closes his eyes and smiles, almost feeling relieved. He repeats this until its almost over. He takes the last breath and throws it on the floor, stepping on it to make sure its out.

I couldn't stop thinking about it. Harris saw me standing there staring into space and he saw the tears that trickled down my eyes. I saw him staring and I had never seen him so upset. we were still standing at the door. 

Harris'  pov

"Dina, im so sorry" I said. I didn't know what else to say

"Its going to kill you" she said as hervoice cracked, she covered her face as she was crying. I went and slid my arms around her hips and rested my chin on her shoulder. She was still in the same position, she didn't hug me back, she still had her face covered. She sniffled and uncovered her face and pulled me away. 

"You need to stop" She looked into my eyes

"I cant" I said quietly looking down. She held my face and made me look back at her.

"Then you need rehab Harris" she whispered. I walked away from her and went to the bathroom, I locked the door behind me it was only the second time in my life that I had ever cried and I didn't want her to see that. 

I needed rehab.

OMGG THIS WAS HELLA SAD MEHN. WHY WAS IT ONLY THE SECOND TIME HE HAD CRIED? WHAT WAS THE FIRST TIME OVER? TYSM FOR ALMOST 400 VEIWS. AS ALWAYS VOTE IF YOU LIKE, COMMENT IF YOU LOVE IT X