Harris J - not as it seems😕

21- Therapy

2 WEEKS LATER

20th May 2017

Dinas pov

Harris had been so much better since we visited his bother, he seemed so much happier. But its only been 2 weeks so idk how he's actually feeling. I had had a doctors appointment today. I went to find out the sex of the baby. Harris had to go to his therapist to see how he's doing without cannabis. As I was getting dressed he came from behind me and wrapped his hands around my stomach, there was a bit of a bump now. He kissed my shoulder and wouldnt get off me.

"Harris man" I laughed "Im tryna get changed" 

"I know I know, I'm sorry" He laughed as he got off me and lay on the bed scrolling down his phone. "What times your appointment?" he said looking up.

"11.50" I said putting my top on. "Why?" I asked him.

"Thats calm then ill drop you off there on my way to the centre." He said.

"Are you sure I dont want you to be late for you appointment" I argued.

"Its fine baby stop stressing" He smiled at me. I put my shoes on and tied my hair in a messy bun.  "ready?" He asked me.

"Yeahhhh" I said grabbing my bag and then we  walked out of our flats together. I locked the door and we went down the lift and headed to the car. He opened the door for me, waited for me to get in, closed the door, walked around and got in himself.  He dropped me off at the doctors. We got to the GP and he parked just outside. He got out and opened the door for me, as I got up he pulled me in and hugged me.

"You gonna be okay on your own?" He asked me while keeping me close to him.

"Yeah Ill be fine Harris" I said pulling away. I held his hands.

"How you going to get home? Dyou want the car, I can take the train to the.." 

"Ill be fine Harris" I laughed cutting him off. "Ill walk back its not that far." I looked at him and smiled.

"Come here then" He pulled me in and kissed me softly. "If you need anything call me yeah"

"I will" I said letting go of his hand and walking towards the GP.

Harris' pov

I dropped her off and then drove to Radley Centre. I had a meeting thing with my therapist to see how I was doing. I felt weird since we went to Bolton. Ever since then  I've had the strongest feeling that Omars always been with me, by my side, I just never knew it. It did help in a way, going there, but it also made me feel worse now that I had seen where he layed. I didn't tell Dina but I had a dream about him yesterday. I wasn't going to tell her, shell just stress for nothing. Its fine I could handle it. I got to the centre and parked the car. I walked into reception and signed in and waited in the waiting room for them to call my name.

"Mr Jung?" I heard the receptionist say. I got out of my seat and went to the normal room.Down the hallway second one on the left. It felt weird being back here but anyway. I knocked on the door and heard the familiar voice telling me to enter. I went in and I shook her hand and sat down.

"Afternoon Harris, how are you doing?" She asked me removing her glasses to get a closer look at me. 

"Im good thank you doctor" I replied to her. 

"You look very well. More healthy. Unlike when I first met you." She smiled. "How do you feel?" She asked me.

"Ngl doctor, coming here and doing this was the best thing I ever did. I see everything so much fairer, I hear everything better, Im more aware of what goes on around me, I feel things like I've never felt them before, I pay attention and its just so much clearer. Everything clearer. Especially my future" I explained.

"Thats amazing Harris. How are you coping with your brother?" She asked. Of course she had too ask ugh.

"Um yeah better I guess." I began. "Me and Dina went to visit his grave 2 weeks ago. She thought it would help me get closure. It did in a way but it also made me miss him even more. I spoke to him when I was there and when I finished talking to him I felt a breeze of wind against my face. and I felt as though that was a sign that he heard my call." I said. "Is that normal"

"Wow. Thats amazing of you to do. Its really good to face your struggles and you went and did that. However its meant to make you feel better not worse Harris." She explained to me.

"Oh. I dont feel worse its just that I miss him more" I said. "I feel as though everything Im doing now is not only for my kid and for Dina but its mainly for him." 

"Yes thats fine to feel Harris. As long as it doesnt get bad, to the point where you have visions of him or reoccurring dreams about him" She smiled at me. 

I laughed. I didn't want to tell her about the dream I had had so I kept quiet. It was only one dream anyway its not like it was 'reoccurring'. After the hour was up I shook her hand and thanked her.

"Thank you Harris. We have one more session in a month and then its all over." She smiled at me knowing that I hated these therapy sessions. I thanked her again and walked out and walked to the car. I texted Dina and told her I was finished at the centre and that ill be home in about half an hour. She texted back with 'Okay❤️' 

I couldn't wait. When I was home I would know what were having.

TYSM FOR READING. NEXT CHAPTERS GONNA BE HARRIS FINDING OUT WHAT THEYRE HAVING. WHAT DO U THINK THEYRE HAVING? TY FOR 1.4K READS. This was a kinda dead chapter but I needed to write it to fill some info in x  VOTE IF YOU LIKE. COMMENT IF YOU LOVE IT X