"Shit I left my phone in the car I'm gonna run down and get it Deans" Harris shouted from the kitchen.
He left our flat. I looked around and noticed that near the door on the floor was Harris' phone. If his phone was here what was he doing downstai...
I had now been without weed for 75 days, wallah it feels amazing. I have 2 weeks to go and then I'm out of here. Dina was supposed to visit but she had a doctors appointment today, she asked me if she wanted to cancel it but I told her not to. That was more important. She was going to go with Aaron seeing as he has been friends with her for ages and seeing that I cant leave this stupid place. I sent her a letter wishing her the best, and I had permission from my doctor to call her after the appointment. I layed in my bed thinking about what my baby would be like. How I would treat it.
If it was a girl I would take her out all the time. Id take her to the zoo and wed see the animals together. Wed get ice creams together and have a little picnic while watching the zebras eat. Wed get Dina to take pictures of us near the lions. Shed get scared because the lion roared and I would be there to comfort her and tell her that it is only behind a cage.
If it was a boy Id teach him football. Wed go to the park every Sunday afternoon and we would play against each other. I would let him win until he gets better and maybe one day better than me. We would go to Chelsea games together and we would buy matching tops, hell get upset when the reds win and id be there to comfort him and tell him that its okay.
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I couldn't wait to be a father.
Dinas pov
I felt so bad. I was meant to visit Harris in rehab today but I couldn't because of a Doctors appointment. I wanted to cancel but he told me not to. I got dressed and didn't bother putting my make up on today. I couldn't be bothered. I had severe morning sickness. So I was tired and exhausted all of the time.
I would have asked my mum or dad to come with me to my appointment today but they were in Manchester visiting my family. They asked me to come with them but I couldn't, I was too ill. I was too tired to get up but luckily whenever I needed something Aaron would drive here and get it for me. Luckily it was only a 20 min drive for him. Yesterday it was 3 in the morning and I was sick so I called Aaron, seeing as I couldnt call Harris, and he drove here immediately and bought me banana milkshake. Banana milkshake would always make me feel better.
I called Iqra every night before I went to bed and we would stay on the phone and watch Eastenders together. She was busy with work so she hadn't come round in a few weeks.
I heard a knock on the door, it was Aaron coming to pick me up. I had to get someone to drive me everywhere as to felt weird taking the car without Harris. I missed Harris so much. I picked up my purse and quickly put my scarf on. I grabbed my keys from the bedside and took my phone off charge and opened the door. Aaron opened his arms and gave me a hug like he always did.'
