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Same day- 5th September 2017

Harris' pov

I didn't know what was going through my head, I just felt so angry for some reason. Like angry angry, like back when I used to smoke. I walked down and past subway and was heading for the carpark. Yusha saw me, left subway and caught up to me.

"Harris Harris Harris, whats wrong wth you look pissed" He put his hand on my shoulder and stopped me from walking.

"Yusha stop." I pushed him away. I carried on walking towards my car.

"Harris!" He shouted. I stopped and turned to face him. "How are you running out like that what happened is the baby okay?"

"Yusha I just can't deal man, all this shit is stressing me out" I snapped and was about to start walking again.

"Is that what she did when she found out you were smoking weed?" He said powerfully. I stopped and turned back to him. "She's been there for you at your worst man the least you can do is be there for her when she needs you"

I stopped and thought about what yusha had just said.

And I just walked off and got in the car and drove. I was just angry and I don't know why.



Dinas pov

I felt so comfortable talking to Aaron. He let go of me and sat on the edge of my bed.

"Dina whats wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing" I shook my head and cried.

"Dina I've known you long enough to know that its not nothing" He squeezed my arm gently. "Tell me"

"I think its mainly the fact that my hormones are all over the place but also Im just so worried for the baby, and sos harris. and thats made us not talk. We haven't spoken since he's been born and it shouldn't be like that Aaron. We should be happy" I explained. Aaron handed me another tissue.

"Your both hurting, of course you are you've found out your babys not entirely healthy. The most you can do now is leave it in the hands of allah. Honestly I feel like theres a lack of communication between you both atm. I know harris he gets stressed out when it comes to things like this. It'll be fine deans trust me." He said calmly. He made perfect sense.

"Thank you Aaron." I cried. He got up and comforted me with a hug again. 

"I gotchu back in the day, I gotchu now and I've gotchu always. I promise" He let go of me. "You want me to call Harris?"

"Please" I replied. And that he did.

"Aaron?" I said only just noticing the flowers he had bought me

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"Aaron?" I said only just noticing the flowers he had bought me. He turned to face me, still having the phone against his ear. "I love them". He smiled.

Harris' pov

I found myself driving to the mosque. It was around 5 now so it was asr time. I think it was allah that brought me here. Just as I had parked my car I heard my phone ringing I picked up my phone and saw that Aaron was calling.

 Just as I had parked my car I heard my phone ringing I picked up my phone and saw that Aaron was calling

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I didn't answer it and I got up and left my phone in the car. I walked into the mosque. The moment I walked in I felt so much more at peace. All my anger had gone. I went and prayed. I made my wudu and as I had finished I heard the Athan. I joined the nearest row, made my intention and made my salat. 

After we had finished and after everyone had left, I stayed. I stayed and read the Quran and made dua. I made dua that the baby would be in good health. I made dua for Omar and I remembered how much I missed him and how he could've been here helping me. I feel like me seeing him and having dreams about him isn't a bad thing but instead a reminder that he is here with me, by my side, as is god.

 I left the mosque an hour later feeling so cleansed, so pure. all the anger I had inside of me had gone. I knew I had messed up and I knew I had to go to Dina straight away. I opened my car door and I heard my phone vibrating but it had stopped as I had picked it up. I had seen missed calls from all my brothers and even Iqra. I called the most recent back. Shaddy picked up.

"BBJs operations done. Come quick they're gonna bring him back in a bit" Shady urgently said.

"Sn sn ill be 10 mins" I turned the engine on and sped to the hospital.


When I had got there I quickly took the lift up to dinas floor and went into her room. I saw Aaron, Shaddy, Yusha and Dinas friend Iqra in there. The rest must have been downstairs, not wanting to overwhelm Dina. 

"I was just.."

"Harris I don't care" Dina said holding out her hand. I held it and went and stood next to her.

"I see the doctor" Iqra said as she was standing next to the door. 

"Is there a baby with her" I asked anxiously.

"yes there is" She smiled.

The doctor came in with him in her arms, with another nurse next to her. 

"The operation went well" She began. Everyone in the room sighed with relief. Dina shed a little tear as always. "Of course he still has complications and will have to come back for regular checks after you've been discharged. But for now hes healthy." The doctor said. She placed the baby in Dinas arms. 

Everyone got the cue to leave. Iqra kissed Dina on the cheek and left. Shaddy spudded me and Aaron placed his hand on my shoulder and whispered in my ear. 

"Allah listens bro" and then left the room. I had no reason to be angry at him tbh, he only wanted what was best for me. Yusha was the last to leave the room.

The doctor turned to us 

"Do we have a name yet?" 

I turned to Dina and said "I wanna call him Omar" 

She looked at his face. "He looks like an Omar" She smiled at me. "Are you sure you wanna call him that?" 

"Im sure" I thought of my brother. "definitely."

"Omar it is" She stroked his precious face. 


Omar Jung- Born 1st September 2017.



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