Harris J - not as it seems😕

19- Britannia Bolton Hotel

4th May 2017

Harris' pov

We packed and got ready to drive to the train station. The train departed in an hour. I helped her pack this morning. As I was packing some essential toiletries and changing some of the clothes I had in my suitcase I heard her run to the toilet and slam the door. I knocked on the door. 

"Dina are you okay??" I said worrying. I heard a retching. She was being sick, it was her morning sickness.

"Dina do you need anything?" I asked her. I didn't hear a response. 

"Get me some milkshake it makes me feel better" she shouted from the bathroom.

I instantly grabbed my car keys from the living room and drove to Sainsbury's. I picked up the strawberry milkshake and payed. I drove back home and I was there within 5 mins. I walked up the stairs because the lift was taking too long. I got to our flat and opened the door.

"Here you go " I panted. I found her sitting on the bed. I passed it to her and she grabbed it and drank. I heard her retch again and she ran back to the bathroom. I was confused, I got her what she needed. I knocked on the door again and asked if she was okay. All I could hear was coughing. I panicked as she had locked the door and I couldn't go in and help her. I had to think fast. I went and grabbed my phone and called Aaron. 

"Wagwannnn Harris, fresh home yeahhh" He chatted.

"Not now bro, Dinas sick. She asked me to get her milkshake, so I did then..." I was beginning to say before he cut me off.

"wait what flavour?" He questioned.

"Strawberry.. why does that matter.."

"She only drinks the banana one man, the rest make her worse" he seemed annoyed.

"Shit" I said. "Okay thanks" I said and quickly ended the call before he could reply. Why did he know more about her than I do. I should be the one who knows all this stuff. I guess I really had missed out on a lot. I heard the door unlock and saw her came out.

"Im so sorry Deans I didn't know you didn't like strawberry" I began.

"Its fine" She said grabbing a tissue and wiping her mouth.

"If you don't wanna go its fine, well stay at here and chill" I said.

"Nooo, its fine. Its only morning sickness its normal when your pregnant." She assured me. I was hoping she would want to stay. I was dreading this trip. 

Dinas pov

We were at the station and Harris didn't speak once on the way. He didn't smile either.

He looked shook. He looked frightened. He looked like he didn't wanna be here.

"Harris?" I spoke finally.

"Umm yeah b" He said turning to face me immediately.

"Are you sure you wanna do this? Are you comfortable with this?" I asked him.

"Im not exactly comfortable. But you were right I need to do this." he looked at me and let out a little smile. I smiled back. 

When we finally got to bolton we took a cab to Britain Bolton Hotel. Harris put our suitcases and sat at the front while I sat at the back. When we got to the hotel we checked in first and got our key. He didn't want me carrying anything so he carried both of our bags upstairs. I unlocked the door and he came in after me. He put the bags down and sat on the bed and called to rent a car for a few days. The car came 3 hours later. It was about 5.00 by then. We hadn't eaten all day. 

"Hungry?" He asked me as he looked up from his phone.

"Yeahhh" I said looking up from my own phone as I was sat on the sofa.  The past few hours had been very quiet. But I understood. He opened his arms as he got up from the bed. I got up too and hugged him tightly. My head was on his chest, I could hear his heart beat. I heard a sniff, he was smelling my hair. He moved away.

"You ready then?" He asked me holding out his hand. I got my bag and held his hand. We left our room and locked the door behind us. We went downstairs and headed to the rented car. He did his usual car routine. He opened the door for me, walked around the car, got in himself and started the engine. We drove to Nando's. 

I bought one quarter chicken with 2 portions of peri peri chips and Harris got the Butterfly burger with mashed potatoes. When our glasses came Harris got up to fill it up for me. He came back and got me Pepsi. 

"Can you get me some hot sauce too pleaseee" I beamed up at him before he even sat down.

"Mhm sure deans" He laughed giving me a quick peck on the lips. He got it then sat down, he was staring into space.Again.  He seemed to do this whenever he was thinking about his brother. I could tell he was nervous to visit him tommrow. I could tell he was panicking. I reached out for his hands on the opposite side of the table. He saw my open hands and held them and looked at me. I played with his ring.

"Its going to be okay." I assured him.

"I know." He said uncertainly looking down at the table.

"I know you might not think it but trust me its fine. Before you had weed to cope. You never realised you had me." He looked back at me. He smiled.

We ate then left Nando's and went back to the hotel. It was only 8.30 and I heard harris brushing his teeth. I opened the bathroom door and asked

"Why so early?"

"I need to rest baby" He said after he spat the tooth paste out of his mouth. He went to the towel and dried his face. "You sleeping now too?" He asked. I wasn't tired but I though I would go to bed anyway, I had nothing better to do.

"Yeah" I said. After I brushed my teeth washed my face and washed my face and changed into my pyjamas I saw Harris already in bed scrolling down his phone. He saw me and he put his phone down, moved the duvet and tapped on the bed, signalling I should come. I closed the light before I climbed in next to him and cuddled him. He was staring into space again. My head was resting on his chest. 

Beat. Beat. Beat

All I could hear was his heart beating. Really quickly. I don't think he was ready for the next day.

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