Currently feeling irritated to all hell.
I want to cry and yet I want to laugh.
I think it's another manic episode.
I want to think it'll pass quickly.
But I know it isn't.
It'll take some time to come down from my mania and crash into the nothingness that is my usual self.
I don't like mania, but its better than depression.
I hate the fact I can't control myself or how I'm feeling.
i don't like it one bit.
i wish I could relax but everything seems to trigger something in me
I want to lash out
become violent for no apparent reason
I just wish I could be normal
I don't wan to feel like this anymore
I'm tired of trying all the time
of keeping myself in check not only for myself but for others
I don't want them to see me like this
its horrible thinking their perception of me could change
based off of something I cant control
I don't wanna do this anymore
~A
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A Glimpse Inside My Head
Non-FictionJust confessions, secrets, stories, thoughts, and rants. All of this is real. It's just a way for me to let it out. Things get kind of personal. WARNING: Some subjects may be triggering.
