Illegible Kisses

Chapter Six

Waking up in my current position was really painful. I couldn't feel my arm , my neck really hurted badly. I groaned loudly I couldn't move at all. It wasn't a pleasure feeling at all. I tried pushing myself again and I succeeded. 

My eyes looked at the only source of light in the room. The digital red lighted number caught me. Ten to two am. I slept loads. That's why I felt tired when I woke. I had to move. I had to stand and activate myself. 

Took my small steps towards my bathroom and stripped from my clothes till the last piece. I stood for a moment till the soapy bath fills itself. I went out to the drinks stool near my kitchen and brought a glass , ice and my favorite bottle of whiskey.

I felt free walking like this. I don't know but when I feel bad I get naked and get under my sheets. The best.

I got in the bath. The hot water relaxed my body. The glass was between my fingers. With every sip it made me more chilled.  The sax , the jazz music made the mood why more better. I didn't want anything to ruin my mood.

I closed my eyes and what came with every sip of my demon's drink was her. I imagined tasting her and get drunk in her kisses. I imagined myself being behind her and she's begging me to feel me. I imagined kissing her everything. Holy Mother I could feel getting hard .Gees I did. 

I didn't know why I felt I had forgotten something. But I forgot about it , I didn't want to ruin my imagination. Mmm I needed that.

I felt my iPhone vibrates over the small table. I looked towards it and found it was Sánchez. I didn't want to answer but he doesn't call me for nothing. There must be something. 

Lazily I picked my phone and answered it.

"You told her you're coming." What?

"Hello to you too. And what do you mean?" I asked. I was so confused , kind of sober and not in the mood to give a care about anything.

"You told her you're coming. She was waiting for you to talk and you didn't come." What is he ta.... Oh shit.  

I put the glass on the table and sat still. 

"I was so tired and forget about it. Fucking shit." I said , passing my fingers through my hair. I lost a huge step. "What was with her? Did she tell you anything?" 

There was a pause before his came back to life.

"She did."

"And ?"

"Don't try to do anything with her." 

"What?"

"Don't. If you don't have any single feeling towards her , don't." He said and I could hear the sadness in his voice.

"What happened with her? Tell me. I care about her."

"Stop lying to me son I'm not that stupid. If you had come in time , she would have told You instead of me. But look how careless you are." He said trying to make me guilty. He was so right about me lying that I cared about her. I didn't. I was just curious. And still.

"Can you give me her number? I would like to apologize." I said , trying my best to sound worried.

"Are you crazy? Do you know what time it is now?" I turned off the CD player so I could concentrate with him.

"I know but I want to talk to her. I need to give an excuse for not coming , please." I waited until he sighed.

 "Fine. But I gave you nothing." I giggled.

"Okay Okay. Just send it in a text. Bye." I ended the phone call. I hate when I forget doing something. 

I stood from my place and took a towel to dry myself. I went out and rested on the bed. The text came and I quickly memorized her number. 

I hesitated to call her , which was nothing like me by the way. I just don't know why I think every time I take an action towards her. I didn't do that the last times. I got the girl , flirted with her and she with pleasure accepted it and crawled to me. What happened? It's been a month and I didn't take any single fucking action. Should I look for another one ? I don't think so , I want this girl , only her.

Come on Johnney. No turning back.

I typed her phone number and prayed she picks up with every ring. I stood and kept walking around the room. 

No answer. 

I gave it another try. Still ringing nonstop. My breathing rate speeded up and it was something I hadn't felt it for long time. I didn't like it. 

"Hello?" Her voice came soft but sad. She wasn't sleepy though , I was thankful I wan't the one who woke her up.

"Joy hey." 

"Mis.... Mister Simmons?" Now she was confused.

"Um yeah. I was checking on you. I'm so so sorry I didn...."

"No need to apologize. I got used to it." She said with whispery voice. She took a deep deep breath. 

"I was coming , I swear but I was so tired and ...." 

"Mr. Simmons , I'm just a student , nothing more. Thanks anyways for the offer , I appreciate it. Good night." 

With those words she ended the line quickly , she didn't give me the chance to reply. What happened? What had they talked about that made her stay after midnight sounds that sad? I was going crazy , I really was. I jumped from my place and wore anything. I was so angry and confused I was afraid to break anything. 

I got out with my wallet and keys. I drove to a night club and entired. Music , drinks and girls. I needed to empty my mind for tonight. I needed nothing to think about. I will have night of my life away from problems.